can't go back..can i?

new friend

Wayo

My phone rings i answered the angels.

"Someone spotted you in the dorm Yo. Come with us we are havinh fishballs." Monti said.

"O i am coming." I said.

But i remeber my roommate.

I get a sticky note.

Have some fishballs with friends.
-Wayo
Post it on his table

Then i left.

I almost un ti the loby but went around when i thought i saw a face. I did not mjnd looking bavk.

I just run and checked on my phone.

I met my friends and we sit on some beches with table under the trees.

"We got your fishballs and drinks na." B1 said.

I nooded.

I know that face. How can i forget.

I trace my fingers on his nose to his forehead closed eyes and lips.

He pouted his lips and i pecked on it.

"Hm.. want more?" He asked.

"No.. enough na, we have clasees tomorrow. I am just tracing your face so i can draw it even if i am closed eyes."

He kissed my hand and moved clpser and kiss me.

He hugged me tight.

"E-Yo!" Rosie speak loud in my ear.

I blinked.

And smiled.

"I think i saw him" i said softly.

"We saw him too." Monti said.

"Mung thag is why we called you na." B2 said.

"We saw him witn a cute guy. He is cuge yes, but you are more handsome than him na." Rosie commented.

I smiled.

"It has been a year no almost two years so why not ?" I asked and sip on the pink milk.

As the flavour of sweet and sour stawberry burst in mh mouth i felt abit better.
It smooth and i am glad there are more milk.

Pink milk.

The fist time Phana gave me this, i was happy and get mad later.

Thise memories.

I thought they are gone.

But i guess they will always be a fragment of my brain and part of my life.

Fishballs.

I picjed one and placed it in mh mouth.

Damn why does the memory of me feeding him fishballs runs in my brain right now.

Lots of our memories vomes back.

I sighed.

Monti tapped my shouldrr gently.

I smiled.

"I wanna cry, but why. I know i moved on. I know i can't go back can i? But life is not walking bacjwards bug moving forward." I said.

I smile as i put piece of fishnall and chewed it.
Yes i have tons of memories with him, but now i can smile.

"I remember last year when you chew on fishballs you cry"
We looked at the direction.

He sat with us.

"What do you want na we will get for you" Monti askd the guy who just sit in front of me.

"Just drink na, thank you ladies." He said.

Theh giggled.

"Don't you have a date?" i asked Beam.

"I get tired maybe weekends." He said.

"I am glad you smile now while eating these." He said.

I smiled sweetly at him.

"Ohow, should i be jealous i have not recieved that sweet smile." Forth said.

Beam laughed.

I shook my head.

Ming then sit beside me and srted fishing my fishballs.

"Ai Rosie, more fishballs please" i shouted.

She gave me thumbs up.

"What are you guys doing here are not suppose to be in the apartment?" I aksed.

They looked at each other.

"I am fine. Guys. So yoh have seen him also lurking around. He is your friend na. It is more than a year since you have not hnag out with him. Time to rekindle your frindship na."
I said.

Fishballs and lots of them and shakes nad fruit juuces landed on the table. My gang and my fruends are gathered for dishball feast.

Beam is the first to go.

"Can i know your room?" Forth asked.

"No!" I said firmly. He raised his hand.

"I will go and see the hazing. Ming yoh are part of it also."  He said.

Ming stuffed his moutn witb fishballs then gtabbe dhis juice and followed Forth.

"Ming or Forth?" Monti asked.

I smirked.

"Cut it guys they are my friends." I said.

After the fishball snack i decided to go back to the dorm.

I knocked on the door.

"If you have the key you can open it" the person inside said.

Well it is not locked.

"I have fishba.. " i am a bit shocked but smiled later.
"Fishballs yoh want some?" I asked.

"Ei i did nit kniw you guys kniw each other?" I aksed.

"And i donot know yoh arewith Kit ei" Beam said.

Something came i  my mind but i shood it away. So Beam and Kit are classmates?
Shit!
Phana is also their classmate.
Cute bubly personallity and smiles a lot.

Shit!!!!!
I managed to place the fishball on the table. Then sit on my bed and grabbed my phone for a game.

I can hear thenm discuss on the sheets they are holding.

And i managed to phase put and remove the thoughts in my mind.

Then Beam said.
"Mung Yo, got to go home na, Kit see you in class."

I smiked and nooded.

"Will you be witb us lunch tkmorrow?" I asked.

"I will text you if i cannot make it." He said.

I nooded and he get out of the room.

"J know you are friends with them na, there where five of you. I always see yoh back then." He said and smiled.

He stand and get the fishballs.
And started ti munch in.

"Kit, don't get me wrong na why do inhave a strange feeling you know me well." I said.

"Not too well Wayo, a bit i just saw you always with your friends. That is why when you said lunch with your friends i wonder if it is five of you." He said.

"Only four of us" i smiled.

"You are famous Wayo, even i this dorm. And i am happy i am your roommate." He said.

"I hate the term famous na, just lots of them know me and i donot know them much." I said.

"I am one of them na." He said.

I smiled.

"Then can you be friend?" I askd smilling.
He smiled back and nooded.