can't go back..can i?

it's over.

Phana

I walked to my dads office.
We where nit in good terms since my last relationship broke up because of him.

For almost two years this is the fisrt time i will get in his offive. Here we talk about life and family.
I used to love this place.

I stepped in and i remember the last time i was standing here.

Dad was scolding Wayo.

Does your family knows about this?
I
I tusted you inside my house and i never thought you are a possion to my sun giving him poison.

I walk tiwards them and hugged Wayo.

I walked him out of the office and send him home.

I endlessly say my sorry but. He did not talk..

We sit on their sofa.

"It's over Phana, we are over." He said and cried.

Onw mistake i did.
I let it over.

Mom tried to comfort me.

Dear, if it is really ment to be, it will come back, you are still young na. And maybe Wayo is not the perfect one for you.

Did that sound comforting? No!

They are my parents.

The last time i talked to Wayo, he said,
Maybe it is not really ment to be.

I was hurt, for my life revolved around him grade 11 and 12 eveything he ask or do not ask evrything he needs even if he can provide for it. I trued to give him.

I am willing to make him happy.

But he dumped me just like that.

My whole first year vollege was like growing a hate on him, but as Beam tells me how he was hurt tol those hates melted.

Maybe he is rihhy it is not meant to be.

Then i meet Kit.
My medicine.
My new love.
But hiw can i love him those days when half of my heart is stays with Wayo.

Untill.

I saw Wayo and Forth.
I was so jealous,
But Beam pushed me to walk on.

Laughing and being happh like no tomorrow. Like they are the only living thing on earth. I decided to love again. And yes Kit is my real medicine.

We have been close  few months now, and that even get closer this summer class. Beam did not mingle in and started avoiding me since then.
But we talked occassionally.
Yeah i really miss the gang.

I knocked on the door.

My dad sits on his chair and it moved to face me.

"Why am i called?" I askd.

"I have not seen Wayo for a long time." He said.

I smirked.

"We ahere over the day you adviced him no pushed him to break uo with me, it was almost two years now. Why bother?" I asked.

"Well how are you?" He asked.

"I mkved on and found new guy to love." I said.

He sighed.

"If i knew you are really into it i should have not pushed him to let you go." He saighed.

"Too late dad, he found new love also." I said.