can't go back..can i?

oath

Phana

He is the godamn next target you jerk!

Wayo's wirds roared in my brain.

I called the Marshall's office good thing Pavel and Ming already lwft. I had enough from Wayo's rant.

"Sir i think i know whi did this." I said.

And i reported them evrything form what they did to Wayo since two years ago. And evrything they need to know about me and Kit.

I really need to end this.
I failed before and i will jot fail this time.

I learned form my past and i am gonna stand up now.

I love Kit now and deciding to love him.
I am gonna show him.

If i am in his shoes right now, i know the pressure and insecuries he might have. Because of my past and current that are going on.
If only he does not know he is the target, but he must so we can be more carefull. When all these are gone.and solved.

I will go his parents and ahow myself as his boyfriend.

The door of his bathroom opened.
And there comes out Kit on his cute pajama's.

"Your turn na." He said.

I get up and get inside the bathroom and take my shower.

When i get out.
There is food in the table and he just close the door.

"Who was it?" I asked while i dry my hair.

"Ming's classmates Leam and Sharp. They said Ming asked them favor and gave us food." He said.

"Your friends are really thoughtfull na." Kit said.

Sharp and Leam.  Ming? Not Beam. Or Pavel.

I get my phone.
"Thanks Mung."
Send to Ming.

I wlked towards Kit and the foods are Thai snacks. Sweet and cheesy.
These foods really helps in relieving stresses.

My phone blinked.

"Beam asked tehm to send you some, and Wayo asked them to check on safety Phana."
Sent from Ming.

"Kit... do you mind if i ask how deep your friendship is with Wayo?" I asked.

Deep in my heart, yes few nights ago i wished i can still be with Wayo. But when i saw Kit. I decided to forget it. Not because Kit is the current and i have no choice.
But because i learned i am falling for him. And i decided to love him.

Kit looked at me.

I moved closer and cupped his face.

I cannot read his emotions but i feel like he will cry anytime soon.

"Because he protects you. He asked for your safety" i said.

He smiled.
And tears fell.

"Did he asked you to do that?" He asked and wipped his tears.

"No, he scolded me about the fans club. And pinpoint that it is my fault why those things happened. And he scolded me of not taking care of you" i said.

Kit smiled.

"We are good friends. He is nice and lovable. Who would not fall for him?" He said.

"Kit, i am sorry these things happened na. I peomise it won't again." I said.

He smiled and nooded and placed a bite sixed sweet treat on my mouth.

I chewed it.

We eat the snavks and drink some water.