can't go back..can i?

boyfriend?

Beam

"I want this since this morning" he said.

I gulped.

I wanted it also.

He kissed me softly.
I responded.

"Beam" he groaned and made the kiss deeper.
His tongue get inside my mouth and sucks me.

Fuck!

I hold on his nevk as i kiss and eesponds on his wanypts.
I wanted it also since this morning.

His one hand hold my waist tight while his other hand unbotton my uniform.

His lips rolls on my chin to my nevk to my bare chest.

"Be mine" he whislered.

Shit i am yours since that night we came back here from Pavel's Galla.

I am glad i did not say that, but i moaned sahmelessly.

He kissed me back to my mouth.

"Beam..." he groaned.

Fuck.

I donot like that sound but i want it.

"Ming" i moaned in lust.

I reached for his bottons and un botton his polo.
Sending him message does he knkws now?

I fekt the bed in my back.

No turning back.

Fuck!

I roam my hands to his back as we kiss.

"Be mine Beam, be my boyfriend na." He groaned.

I did not repond knstead i kisee him making him stop talking and stat working on me.

I reached for his belt.

Fuck what is next?

"I can't Beam, unless you are mine." He said and moved away from me.

"I am sorry" he said and picked his clothes and run. Then the door closed.

Fuck you Ming!!!!

I shout in frustration.

I went to the cold showers.

I shiver in cold after i toom it.

I get on my vlothes.
Inneed coffe.

I went to make ciffee.

"Dinner is cooked na" aunty said.

"Sit down." She said,

Ming then came and sit beside me.

Aunty looked at both of us.

"Care to tell aunty why fight. Last time i saw you where both fine and enjoying the company you gave each other now both have cold shoulders." She said.

"He refused to be my boyfriend" Ming said my eyes widens and looked at him in shock.
He is pouting.
He drinked on my coffee.

I retrived my cup from him.

"Things i cannot fix. Eat talk and vlean the kitchen i already eat." Aunty said and leabe us alone.

"Beam" he said seriously.

"Beam, i am really sorry, but i promised i will not do it again unless we can do it out of love and not lust. I love you and i want to enjoy you. But i cannot force it on you." He said.

Fuck!

"Just eat" i said.

We eat in silence.