Library Love [BXB]

Chapter 4.4

((Lol sorry for slow updates not that anyone cares enough ive just been really busy and will probably be slow again. Tho the end of the book is near!!)

Blues pov

"Please I really can't be here" he shakes his head and holds my hand as he drags me up the driveway. "Yes you can, I already asked my parents." I pull against his arm.

"Please parker I don't want to intrude on a family party." He smirks and pulls me so I crash against his chest. "There are family friends here too and you're a family friend ok? Plus my family are dying to meet you." I frown.

"What? Why?" He chuckles as we keep walking.

"I talk about you ok? You're my only friend. They thought I made you up." I blush softly.

"I feel rude and- and overwhelmed." He smiles softly as we stop at the door.

"Look, it's just a forth of july party ok? Everyone wants you here. My family will love you no doubt. They've hated the rest of my old friends and you're completely opposite to them. If you get too overwhelmed we can sit in my room or even leave- i'm not really interested in being here either so I don't mind if we head out early ok?" I stare at him before sighing and nodding gently.

I can do this right? Just because i never went to family events or have been around a warm family doesn't mean i cant enjoy this right? Meeting parkers family? Seems normal. His b-boyfriend has probably done this. Oh my god what if they love him and hate me and-

I freeze as the door flies open.

"You're on time for once." The lady that opened the door looks like she is in her early 40, her long hair is brown and shiny, her face has newly forming wrinkles that highlights her kind facial features. Her gaze flickers from parker to me, a warm smile spreading across her face.

"Ah and you must be blue?" I nod softly and smile. "H-hello, I hope you don't mind me intruding!" She grins and pulls me into a hug. "Nonsense you're parkers best friend! We've all been dying to meet you! I'm parkers mother by the way, but you can call me Kim. Aww parker he's just so cute finally someone that doesn't look like a homeless junky!" I laugh softly after returning the hug, anxiety whirling around my mind at the ironic comment.

Once she pulls away she opens the door wider to allow us both in. I allow parker to head in first before nervously trailing behind. Oh my god why am I so scares?

I don't know, maybe because I've never had a real friend before so if I mess this up that sucks along with me not ever being around a big family like this

"Uncle Parker uncle Parker!" I stare as 4 little kids all come to bombard parker, leaving him loudly laughing along with them. Cute.

Wait what?

I'm snapped out of my thoughts by a small hand tugging at my pants leg. I look down and smile softly at what looks to be the youngest child, probably almost 2, smiling at me through her dummy.

I crouch down and she immediately wraps her arms around my neck. I feel my whole body tense but slowly lean in and hold the small girl, rubbing our faces together gently making her giggle

"Hello there." She smiles softly before adorably yawning.

"Thats daisy, she seems to like you." An odd sense of happiness flies through me as i run my fingers through her hair. If nobody else likes me, at least the baby does!

"Uncle parker whose that." I blush as all the children turn to me. "Well thats my special friend, Blue." Heat creeps across my face at the words 'special friend.' The boy who asks tilts his head, he seems like the leader of the small children.