After talking to the therapist some more I felt better but I felt numb and hollow. I was quiet for the rest of the day. I didn't even talk to Bradley for the rest of the day. I was just so depressed. It's like I had finally been sucked of my emotions.
I was able to run out of the school without Bradley seeing me. It was pouring down rain but I ran. Sooner or later I knew my legs would freeze from the cold. I found the park and fell onto a bench. My hood fell off of my head and my hair began to soak. I layed down on the bench and lifted my head into the rain. I cried and started to shake.
My mom recked all my stuff and killed my cat.
My dad will be released soon.
Kids are bullying me again and spreading rumors about me again.
My life was complete hell now.
I don't want to deal with my dad again.
I don't want to see my mother again.
I don't want to see, or hear, or even smell one of those kids again.
I've had problems like this before, I took medicine, I tried to take more than I could handle. But it was impossible.
I missed my old self, my old 7 year old self. The bubbly girl I used to be. The girl who loved the beach and life and absolutely wanted to live forever.
Slowly the tears blurred my vision. I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe. I let it out and whispered.
"There's no hope left for me anymore..."
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