Hidden Pain (Nash Grier and Sammy Wilkinson Fanfic)

Chapter 29

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So nobody really left a comment on my recent. I'll just continue my story but if some of you could still help me please read my recent post. I love you guys. So enjoy, i guess.

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Chapter 29
Love is a sick thing.

*CAMERONS POV*

Its been two months. Two fucking month without my sister, without hearing her weird laugh, without her smile, without her annoying music at the morning. Two months. I sighed and brushed off the tear. "Cam cheer up dude please." Nash said walking over to me. "Yeah man we need you to smile." Matt added sitting down next to me. We were currently sitting at the backstage area of a talk show. Better said THE talk show. Ellen DeGeneres invited us because lets just say we became a big deal in the internet world. "Its not the same without her." I mumbled. "I know but... Its your birthday cam. She wouldnt want us to cry." Nash said honest. "True." I said. "Guys you're on in a minute." A guy said waving thowards us and pointing to the stage. "Lets go." Matt said excited. We stood by the stage waiting for Ellen to anounce us. "They got famouse in only six seconds. Three brilliant and good looking guys. Please welcome Nash Grier, Matthew Espinosa and Cameron Dallas."

*KYLIES POV*

Two months. Thats a long time. Cameron, Nash and Matt werent aloud to visit me after we did the video. It was 'against the rules'. I sat on my small bed as i put on my shoes. I hate this place. I hate it with deep passion. But i still got sane because of them. Yeah im sane. Thats sounds so good. I breathed in nervously as a smile spred on my face. I only hear my dad in realy really really bad moments. Like really bad  moments. That happens so rarely. They kept me in a room for a month. They gave me my pills, my food and he slowly left. I grabbed my suitcase and started packing my stuff. Lets go.

*CAMERONS POV*

"Hello guys how are you?" Ellen asked.

"I'm great. I mean i'm at the ellen show." Matt said smiling brightly. He always admired ellen. "I'm good too. Its such an honor to be here." Nash added. "Thank you. Its an honor to have you guys here" She smiled into my direction waiting for my answer. "I-i am great." I lied smiling fakely. "Thats good. Thats good." She continued talking for another two minutes just asking the usual stuff. "Cameron its your birthday right? She asked.  "Yeah it is." I smiled. "Finally eightteen." Nash said laughing. "So youre the oldest out of all of you." I nodded and smiled lightly thinking about the fact that Kylie is the youngest. "Two months ago you uploaded a video of your best friend Kylie. Lets see a little of it." She said. It showed the beginning. "I'm at a psychiatry." Her voice said. I missed it so much. I smile appeared on my face followed by my teary eyes. It stopped and she continued talking. "How is she doing?" She asked. "We actually dont know." I said honestly. "We werent aloud to visit her anymore." Nash added. "Thats terrible. I hope she'll get better. But lets start with some happy news. We got a video messege for Cameron. She told us thats she couldnt be with you at your birthday so she sent us the video." I looked at the big screen confused. Suddendly Kylies face appeared. She looked better then ever. Her eyes had that shimer in them again. I looked at it a tear escaping my eye but i quickly brushed it away. "Hey Cameron. Happy birthday. I love you and i miss you so much but i promise i'll be out soon and can annoye you as much as i want again." I chuckled as i brushed away the rest of my tears. "Ugh and the food here is so disgusting you wouldnt believe it." You heard the audience laugh. "Tell my fans that im alright and that i love em. Hug Nash and Matt for me please. Im so sorry that i cant be with you today but thats why i got you a present. I'll see you sometimes soon. I love you." And here it ended. I put my head in my hands and wipped away my tears. Matt and Nash were crying too but not as hard as i am. "Here." Ellen said handing us some tissues. "I cant believe that im crying at TheEllenShow." Matt said laughing. I giggled finally smiling real. I missed her so much. "So she sent us the present and you just need to open it." She grabbed a package behind her chair. It was small and wrapped into silver paper. I opened it and it revealed a letter. I opened it feeling Nash and Matts eyes on it too. "Turn around you idiot." My eyes widened as i dropped the paper. I heard the audience scream. I slowly turned around seeing Kylie standing there. The boys ran thowards her and crashed her with hugs. My cheeks were full of tears and i couldnt move. She let go of the guys and looked at me. I sprinted into her direction and hugged her tighter then ever. "I missed you so much." I said letting out a few sobs. "I missed you too." She said hugging me back. I let go finally looking at her fully. Her cheeks fer tear stained. She looked healthier. I hugged her again and so did the boys. "I love you guys so so much." She said. "Lets take a break." Ellen said as she pointed to the camera. We kept hugging Kylie. After some minutes we let go. "Best birthday ever." I said with a freaking big smile on my face

*KYLIES POV*
Some minutes later

"Kylie how was the time at the psychiatry?" Ellen asked.

"To be honest i hated it there. It was sooooo boring but that was exactly what i needed." I said smiling. "Can i ask you some stuff about the illness you had?" She asked nervouse. "Of course you can." I answered politly. The guys werent at this interview. They were backstage. I was sitting on a couche next to ellen. "Was it easy to ignore the voice you heard?" She asked. "Well not really. I mean i always tried and i fought against him. But its hard." I said truthfully. "And by him. You mean your father right?" I nodded my head. The questions went on and on about the sickness and how much healthier i looked. "In your video you said something about your ex boyfriend. Lets take a look." She said pointing to the screen. Ugh. Always about him. "Its also the reason why me and Sammy broke up." I said. She stopped it there and turned back to me. "You broke up with him because of that illness?" She asked. "Yeah. I wanted the best for him and i obviously needed to get sane." I said. "You dont hear the voice anymore right?" She asked. "Yes. I dont hear him. I am proudly to say that i am fully sane." I said smiling from ear to ear. "Good for you good for you." She said. We talked some  more and then the show ended.

"Lets go home" i said as i walked to the backstage area. "Yeah lets go." Cam said. We walked to his car laughing and talking. I missed those dorks so much. I sat in the back next to Nash. Matt had shotgun and Cam was driving. "What are we doing for your birthday?" I asked excited. "Theres this party at Sammys" Matt said looking at his phone. "Yeah he organised it for me... So we kinda have to go. If you dont-" i cut him off " Stfu cam. I'll come. Its my brothers birthday. I'm not going to miss that shit." They laughed and Cam parked the car in our driveway. I pulled out my phone shaking a little. I still didnt turn it on. Im scared what people said. We walked into the house and there were Liz and Luke sitting on the couch. "Kylie!" Liz squeeled running into my direction. "Sweeti you look so good." She said letting go. "Aw thank you. I feel good too." I sais blushing. Luke ran thowards me and i kneeled down. He swung his arms around my shoulder pressing his body on my chest. "I missed you." He said kissing my cheek. "I missed you too honey." I said pinching his cheeks. "Dont do that. I'm a man." He said standing up straight. "Of course you are."i said chuckling. "Sweetie do you want something to eat, a shower, something-" Liz walked out of the kitchen blabbering on. "Thank you so much but i really just want to lay down and relaxe." I said. "Whatever you want." She said smiling. "WE KINDA DECORATED YOUR ROOM!" Nash said excited. They ran upstairs and i followed them. My wall that had only a few pics hanging on there was now full with picture. From bottom to top. There is no white stop seen. "Oh my god this is so awesome." I said walking closer to it. So many memoris. I shed a tear and felt them hug me. "I love you guys..." I broke the hug fidling with my phone. "Did you tweet about me coming home?" I asked. "No we thought you wanted to." Matt said comforting. "How did they react?" I asked while i held my voice low. "Look yourself." Cameron smirked and walked out. The boys followed him. I turned on my phone confused. I had  a TON of messeges and a billion of mentions. I first went on twitter. I saw so many supporting tweets. Oh god. I love them. I went on the trend timeline. I looked at it shocked and let the tears fall. #prayforkylie and #belieberslovekylie was trending. Oh lord. I cant even. I brushed of my tears. Those were happy tears. I wrote guess who's back.

I pressed the tweet button. A BILLION of retweets and billions of favorites and replys. If you couldnt guess its me. I tweeted. Now lets go to the messeges. I had a couple of everysingle friend. But you already can guess who stood out. Sammy.