Hidden Pain (Nash Grier and Sammy Wilkinson Fanfic)

Chapter 14

*KYLIES POV*

I heard my annoying alarm going off. I am so not ready for today. First of all its monday second everyone thinks i'm a slut and third my love isnt going to the same school as i do. I slowly walked to the bathroom. I stripped down my clothes. I walked into the shower and washed my body and hair. I grabbed two towels and wrapped one around my hair and the other around my body. I walked into my walk in closet and grabbed a black bra, black panties and white sucks. I put on black skinny jeans, a black v neck shirt, a black leather jacket and my all white vans. I blow dried my hair and put it in a high ponytail. I packed my backpack and looked at my phone. It was 7AM and school starts at 8. I put on some music as i sat down infront of my make up table. I covered the mark on my neck and put on some mascara. I looked at my phone and saw that i got a message.

From my love
Im going to pick y'all up at 7.30.:) Btw i hope you slept well and didnt miss me too much.

This boy makes me crazy. I smiled like an idiot. I truly love him.

To my love
Its only cameron and me:) And noo i missed you like hell

I walked downstairs with my backpack around my shoulder. I put it on the couch and got into the kitchen. "Goodmorning Cameroon" i said grabbing a bowl of cornflakes and sitting down infront of him. "Goodmorning to you too." Cameron said sleepy. "Oh yeah i totaly forgot to tell you. Sammy is going to pick us up in like 15minutes"i said looking at my phone. "Alrightyyy" cameron said putting his bowl into the sink. After i finished eating my cornflakes i got a text from Sammy saying he is waiting outside of Camerons house. Cameron and i grabbed our backpacks and walked to sammys car. Sammy walked thowards us and hugged cam. "Goodmorning love." He said kissing me. "I didnt know what to wear you know because of the people so i just.." i began speaking nervously. "You look great in everything babe." He said opening the door. I blushed as i sat down in the passenger seat. Cameron sat in the back and Sammy was driving. I was anxious. We got closer to the school building. Sammy grabbed my hand and interwined our fingers. He calmed me down a little. "Matt is already waiting for us at the front. Kylie we wont leave you alone." Cam said in the back. "Thank you so much cam." I said nervous. Sammy parked right at the front. I got out of the car and immediately felt thousand of eyes on me. Cameron walked to Matt. I walked to Sammy saying our goodbyes. "I cant do this. They all think i'm a total slut." I said hugging him. "Why?" He asked curious. "Nash told everyone we fucked." I said mad. "I should've just killed him when i had the chance to." Sammy said hugging me tighter. "I need to go." I said starring at him. "Okay." I leaned in kissing him. He hold me by my waist. "I really need to go." I said. He hold me by my wrist. "Okay" he said smiling. I slowly walked away but he pulled me back to him by my wrist. My arms slung around his neck as we kissed again. "Goodbye Sam." I said laughing and running to Matt and Cam. "Well look who it is." Someone said behind me. I turned around and saw some random dudes who i never saw. "I wish i could say the same about you guys but i really dont know y'all." I said confused. Cameron and Matt stood at both of my sides protecting me. The guy in the front began chuckling. "You should know me. I mean im the Quarterback!" He said laughing. "I'm sorry. Im not into that whole popular people stuff." I said walking away. I felt someone grab my wrist. "Hold up beauty i havent finished." That guy said. Cameron pulled him off of me. "Dont touch her Finn." He said. I walked into my first lesson which was P.E. I walked into the changing room. I saw the sluts standing there in their shorty shorts and tanktops. "Slut." Maya said under her breath. "Same for you." I said loudly so everyone could hear it. She just walked out into the gym in disbelieve. I changed into my adidas sweatpants a red v neck shirt and Sammys hoodie. I walked into the gym. I spotted Matt and Cam but some of the sluts werw standing by them so i just stayed were i was. Matt finally saw me and walked over to me followed by Cameron. "Sup girl." Cam said. "Nice hoodie." Matt said looking at it confused."what?" I asked. "I think i got the same." Matt said."thats possible because it is Sammys." I said laughing. After that the classes went by pretty fast only the breaks werent fun for me. I got called slut whore etc. And when the boys werent around i got shoved into lockers and walls. What i was really scared of was lunch. I walked to my locker putting everything in there. Me and the boys would meet in the cafeteria so i began making my way to it. I got stopped by someone shoving me into a locker. I got a stinging pain going down my back. I looked at the guy that shoved me. It was the quarterback guy Finn i think was his name. "What do you want." I said trying to get free. His arms were on upper arms pressing me against the locker. "I want you." He said looking at me. I chuckled. "Never in million years am i going to touch you." I said. "I mean if Nash got into my pants then someone like me can easily." He said smirking. I want to punch that smirk off his face. "Well first of all Nash never got in my pants. Heck i never even kissed him." I said. "And now if you would let me i got lunch." I said trying to get free again. "Mh well no. I heard something different." Finn said. I smiled at him before kicking him in his balls. He groaned in pain as i walked off. I walked to the table were Matt Cam and of course Nash were sitting. Someone grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. It was Maya. "Hello slut." She said. The girls behind her giggled at her comment. "Well hello slattern." I said fake smiling at her. She looked confused and so did her little friends behind her. "I said hello slut." I said explaining them what slattern means. She looked angry at me as she pured her drink over me. The whole cafeteria was laughing. I just looked at her. I knew so much about her and i just wouldnt use it. I am not a person like her. "Go cry to your stupid mom. She wont help you because she is a slut too right." She began laughing more and so did the whole school. "What did you just say?" I asked in disbelieve. "Are you numb. I said you and your mom are both sluts." She said as everyone laughed more. Cam and Matt stood up as they realised i was furious. I could have killed her in that moment. I walked closer to her my hand in fists. "Say it again."i said stepping closer to her. "You and your mom are both sluts." She said laughing again. Only a few people chuckled again but the rest staid silent and gathered a circle around us as they noticed that i was getting mad. Cameron grabbed my shoulder but i shook him off. I stepped closer to her and she backed off a little but some peopme behind her builded like a wall. "Say it again." The whole cafeteria was silent. Matt and Cam tried to grab my shoulders but i shook them off again. "I sincerly hope that my mom didnt hear that and that you'll say something about her again. I swear to god if you say something about my mom again i am going to kill. I am going to kill you slowly and then you can tell her yourself what you just called her. Sorry mom. I hope she rests in peace again without you telling shit about her. " everybody was in shock. Nobody knew that my mom was dead. Only Cam and Matt. Not even Nash knew. Nash looked at me shocked. I walked out of the cafeteria and into the girls bathroom. I tried to clean up my shirt but it really didnt work. I sat down and just cried. I looked at the time and we still had 30mins of lunch. I grabbed my phone to call Sammy but someone walked into the girls bathroom. It was Cam and Matt. They hugged me. "Guys im full with some weird sticky drink." I said. They let go of me and looked at me confused. "Really Kyls. We are trying to calm you." Matt said chuckling. "Whatever the feelings just came back." I said washing my face. They just looked at me and hugged me again. "Guys i'm alright let me go." I said smiling at them. I got an idea. "Lets make a vine." I said laughing. "What you mean." Cam said. "Like just film me and say that my friend spilled a drink over me and then i'll say something like that hoe aint loyal." I said. I'm trying to show the world that everybody got some fake friends out there. We did it and upload it. "What you gonna do bout that." Cam asked reffering to my clothes. "Im just going home." I said to him. "Okay." They walked out and i grabbed my phone. We still had 20mins lunch time. I was about to call Sammy when someone walked in. I looked at the person and it was Nash. "Wh-hat are you d-doing in here." I stuttered scared. "You never told me that you lost your mom." He said coming closer. With every step he took closer to me i took a step back. "I just told my friends." I said still scared. "I am so sorry." He said. He still was getting closer. My back hit the wall. "N-nash just l-leave me p-please" i stuttered. "Kyls i am really sorry about you know the party." He said coming closer. He was about to put his hand on my shoulder but i flinched. "You really are scared of me." He said looking at,the floor. "Of course i am. You could have killed me." I said grabbing my backpack and walking out. I went out of the school building calling Sammy. "Sammy please pick me up." I said into my phone "whats wrong babe" he asked. "Something happened.. if youre not busy could you please pick me up." I said on the edge of tears. "Im never to busy to see you. I'll be there in five." He said hanging up. Five minutes later i was greeted by my love. "Babe what happened." He asked hugging me. "I just want to change please." I said looking at him tears streaming down my face. He walked me to his car. I sat in the passenger sit and he was driving. "Im going to drive you to my house. My parents arent home and you can shower and we can talk about everything." He said still looking at the road. I nodded. We arrived at his house in like 10mins. He opened the front door and showed me were the shower is. I thanked him and walked in. The shower really relaxed me. After the shower i wrapt the towel around me. I realized i forgot to ask for clothes. I walked out of the bathroom hoping he wasnt in his room. "Hello beauty." He said winking at me. "Sammy i need some undergarments and clothes." I said looking at him. "Well i aint got any panties or brahs." He said stepping closer. "Im just going to wear the one from today. I still need clothes."i said chuckling at him. He stepped closer pressing my body to a wall. I hold the towel tighter around my body then anything. "But i like you without clothes." He said kissing my neck. "You never saw me without clothes." I said walking to his closet grabbing a shirt, open up hoodie and some basketball shorts. "not yet babe." He said in a low whisper. "I heard that." I said laughing loudly as i walked into the bathroom. I changed into his clothes and walked downstairs seeing him sitting on his couch. I sat down next to him putting my hands on his chest and laying one of my legs on top of his legs. He played with my hair as my head laid on his chest. "Are you going to tell me what happened?" He asked. I slowly sat up thinking about what i should tell him. I think i should just telll him the truth. I mean yeah i love him and i know that i can trust him. "Its a long story Sammy." I said looking at him. "I got time." He said sitting up as well. "So she pured her drink over my head. And then she called my mom and me a slut. But she didnt know that my mom killed herself."i said looking at my lap fidling with my fingers. "What.. why." He asked putting his hand on top of mine. "Well my dad abused her and she tried to kill herself. And she got into a coma. At the time she was in a coma my dad began hitting me. And he would do it all the time." I could feel the tears stream down my face. "I began getting depressed and starved myself for about a month. My dad alway called me ugly and fat. And that was also the reason for my crying yesterday. I always hear his voice telling me that im ugly and fat." I looked at sammy. He was in shock. "Kyls i i." I cut him of." There is more. So on my birthday i went to visit my mom at the hospital. And that day she died. Thats the reason why i drank so much at the party. And after the party i came home and got into a fight with my dad and he took a sharp piece of a broken vase and slide it down my back. Someone called the police and he got in jail. My brother Jason and my sister Ana live in a appartment with friends and my little brother luke and i live with Cameron because his mom took us under care." I explained him everything. He looked at me in shock. "Dont tell anyone. Not even Nash knows what happened. Only cameron cams mom and Matt." I said serious. "Im not going to tell anyone. I promise." He said hugging me and kissing my forehead. "Please dont feel pitty or some shit like that for me." I said looking at him. "I wont." He said. He wiped away my tears. "Can i.. can i see your scars." He asked nervously. I nodded pulling off the hood, the shirt and my sweatpants. I was only standing their in bra and panties. He looked at my body covered in scars. "And thats the one from my dad." I said turning around showing him my back. I was sobbing. I couldnt take the sudden flashbacks. I felt him hug me from behind. I turned around so we were hugging normaly. "I love you so so much." He said kissing my head. "I love you more." I pulled my clothes back on and we cuddled until Cam called me home for dinner. He drove me back to my house. "Bye babe." He said kissing me. "I'll pick you up tomorrow for school." He said. I kissed him once again before walking out. I entered the house and smelled somethign very delicious. I walked into the kitchen seeing all the boys including nash sitting at the table and the digitour guys. "Hello kylie. Sweetie dinner is ready sit down." Liz said reffering to the chair next to Nash. "Sup guys." I said shaking Chads and Jakes hand (digitour guys). They all kept starring at me. "Oh yeah sorry about my look. I kinda had an accident and Sammy hasnt got other clothes that could fit me." I said chuckling. The boys began laughing. "We know. We saw the vine." Jake said. We began eating and talking a bit. "So the reason we are here is to talk about the tour." Chad began he looked over at Jake. "So we need you guys to make youtube channels so y'all can get more famous you know but keep doing those vines." Jake explained. "Make some twitter accounts and tweet sometimes about digi tour and the info links where they can buy tickets and etc." Jake said. "But we got no camera." I said following by some nods from the guys. No problem we got y'all some." Chad said pointing to a huge bag behind him. "We got you guys camera light mics and everything y'all need for an amazing youtube channel." Jake said. Wow this is crazy. I am going to make a youtube channel. I am going on tour.