Running Back to You (HeeseungXreader)

Part 12 || our song

Heeseung's POV

Sunghoon: "what if I did?" I moved my head back and I felt a wave of fear come over me. He glared at me viciously like an animal ready to pounce on its prey

Heeseung: "are you saying you like her too?" I was scared for his answer. If he liked y/n too then-

Sunghoon: "night hyung" he suddenly left and closed the door to our bedroom. I leaned back on my chair and flipped my hair back. If Sunghoon does like y/n my chances of having our old relationship back will be almost 0%. I rubbed my face trying to think of something. Ugh! Maybe I should just think about it tomorrow. Anyway, Pdnim said he had another announcement for us again

<next day>

Y/N's POV

Enhypen and I were all in the meeting room again ready to listen for pdnim's announcement. The door opened and we bowed to him taking our seats again.

Pdnim: "good afternoon everyone, as you know I called you here for an announcement" I glanced at Heeseung who was across from me and I knew he knew I was looking at him but he didn't look back at me. I transferred my gaze to Pdnim again and that's when I felt his gaze on me. I internally sighed. Why are we like this? "We reviewed the fans responses on your debut" he gestured to me "Your most popular song is actually your side track with Sunghoon, because of this we checked the responses more clearly with that and they were impressed with your vocal skills" I smiled and felt a bit of excitement in me that they liked my singing "and that led to the fans wanting another collaboration"

Y/N: "so I need to pick someone again?"

Pdnim: "no actually, the fans already chose for you" I furrowed my eyebrows and then widened my eyes when I realized. The main vocalist in Enhypen are Jungwon and Heeseung! But the main main vocal is- "the fans want a Heeseung and y/n collaboration" I widened my eyes and Heeseung and I made eye contact. How are we gonna do this? Which song are we gonna perform? Are we dancing? Won't that be awkward for both of us?

Y/N: "but which song sir? We already released all my songs"

Pdnim: "both of you or either of you will choose a song of your choice. We'll just upload a cover song. Both of you will just be sitting down while singing that simple" I gulped

Heeseung: "I'll choose the song sir" he went ahead and said and I thought that was pretty rude. He didn't even try asking me

Pdnim: "is that ok with you y/n?"

Y/N: "yes sir, that's ok with me" what am I suppose to say? No I wanna pick the song? Pfffffff

Pdnim: "ok let me know which song you guys will pick. The only conditions for the song is that it should be an upbeat but slightly slow. Something you can sing with standing mics or just sitting down ok?" We nodded our heads understanding "the rest, help them if ever they need help" Pdnim left and now it was just me and Enhypen alone in the room...again. There was this heavy tension in the air that did not feel good at all. I needed to talk to Heeseung which I've always been wanting to but I can't bring myself to it. This pressure, I don't know if I can handle it.

Heeseung: "what so-" before he could finish I stood up and ran out of there. I felt a panic attack coming and I had to get my medicine

I burst into my room and did the same thing as last time. I felt dizzy for a while so I leaned against the side of my bed. I panted quietly and just felt numb.

Sunghoon: "y/n are you ok?" Jake and Sunghoon bent down in front of me checking if I was alright

Y/N: "I'm fine guys, it's just another panic attack coming" They sighed and both of them rubbed the side of my arms

Jake: "don't scare us like that" he chuckled but also scolded me

Y/N: "sorry... what did the others say when I stormed out?"

Sunghoon: "they were confused but I told them that you just had to be somewhere right after the meeting ended" I raised an eyebrow

Y/N: "that is such a bad excuse"

Sunghoon: "at least I have one right?" He smirked at me and we all laughed together. Sunghoon never fails to make me smile

Y/N: "what time is it?"

Jake: "it's 3:43pm" I widened my eyes a bit

Y/N: "I have to take my lung medication" I shuffled the things inside my bag looking for it.

Sunghoon: "how long do you have to keep drinking those?"

Y/N: "until I get better, I don't know when but my doctor will let me know during my next check up" they nodded and hugged me.

Jake: "I think you should go talk to Heeseung hyung" I sighed and nodded

Y/N: "where is he?"

Jake: "practice room on the 3rd floor" I slowly got up and made my way to him. I started sweating and my face felt hot. This is it! You can finally be able to talk to him. Don't sweat it so much ok? I inhaled deeply and opened the door

Y/N: "Heeseung?"

Heeseung: "y/n?" I froze when I saw him. Just calm down

Y/N: "so uhh did you choose a song already?" I said awkwardly while approaching him

Heeseung: "uhh yeah I did"

Y/N: "great which song is it?"

Heeseung: "At my Worst by Pink Sweat$"