it's not over yet

chapter 12

"you think i will let someone take your daughter y/n" jimmy said stopping the car "no" you sniffle "stop crying then" he said wiping your tears "stop crying ok" he said bringing your head up. you nodded "where is she, she's gonna have to stay there for a while" he said kinda disappointed "dereks house one of my friends". "ok good tell him don't let nobody contact your daughter at all don't bring her out of the house or let her go anywhere" he said seriously "ok" you struggled to get your phone "want me to do it" he said grabbing it "i guess" .

he called him instead "ok that's all" derek said "yah" jimmy said hunging up. we get to his house, "my girl in there you can go to her if you need help but imma handle what's going on ok" "yes i'm sorry jimmy but you don't have" he cuts you off "yes i do keep you safe ok go ahead in there before something happens" he said in a serious tone "ok" you grab your purse and walk into the house you walk into there room "ummm bri" you peak through the door "yes who is it" she said turning to you "y/n" you walk in and sat down next to her "they coming back again" she said tilting her head a little "yah" you sighed laying down "your life must be stressful people coming for you every day while trying to be a adult and live life" she said laying down next to you "i can agree too my life was like that too" she sighed "i didn't even wanna leave the house or do anything boys trying to get to me and break my heart but i was to nice and kept letting them do what ever they want" "life could of been better if i haven't joined the mafia or even met the members" she said pulling your hair into a bun "i hope your life get better" she said patting your back "what time is it" you ask. "umm 5:57". you layed back down and closed your eyes.

|??? pov:| "sir umm she probably over heard are conversation" he said shaking "go fucking get her and my daughter" you said grabbing a gun "go" you hissed at him.
i can't believe i really fucked up again. shit, it been years i been struggling to get my self together i never had a girlfriend i lied to her. that girl was one of my hoes i didn't mean to seem like that i was already piss one of the members stold a stack of drugs that was like 1 mil. we killed him i was already stress didn't wanna talk to anyone. i been trying to get my self together nothing haven't work. last time i fucked someone was 2 years ago. i haven't seen my daughter that's the worse part i shut her and y/n outta my life for a long time. i shouldn't have did that to her i just know she's heart broken. someone opens my door pointing a gun to me. i look up and seen "jimmy?" you said smiling "wtf you want with her leave her alone she been through enough" he said putting the gun down "you know i just wanna see my daughter and her again" you say laying on the head board "you need to quit already she's happy but not now knowing someone after her" he said "if you wanna see your daughter or her just text her that be a fucking man cohen grow up stop acting like a shitty 15 year old and get tf up and talk to her" he spat out "deadass not everything is a joke you fucking left her for almost 5 fucking years you was never in the baby life you see how she was a single mom crying day by day asking for help she don't know what to with the baby, or fucking calling people telling them she gonna overdoes come get the baby" he said running his head through his hair. he sighs "just be a man cohen" he said walking out. your hands ran to your face "be a man huh" you chuckle before getting up.

idk where she lives but imma find her today or tomorrow. "hey um john you don't have to get her no more" by time i need to practice on being a dad she will love. i get out the shower and put a tee shirt and sweats on.

|y/n pov:| jimmy gets back "y/n it's ok you can go now he won't case after you no more he just wants to see his daughter" he said "cohen?" you said bitting your nails outta boredom "yup" he sighed laying down on his bed "so who's gonna take me home" "not it" jimmy said "nawww come on jimmy i'm doing my make up" bri said "ok ok" jimmy said getting up "y/n you giving me gas money". we get to my house i lay down "uhhhh i hate toxic people just move on already" you look down at the someone was standing there "tf is you looking at" you said laying back down. i really hope that was a shadow or something, "where's is she" a deep voice said across the room "and who are you" you sat back look where they was standing looking like a shadow "what's her name" he said avoiding what you said "who name" you said clueless "STOP FUCKING ACTING CLUELESS Y/N where tf is my daughter" he yelled causing you to jump "get tf out" you yelled back "y/n i'm not playing where is she i need to apologize" he said with his hands on his face stress out "cohen just leave" you said laying back down "and what if i don't" he said coming closer "your so toxic what you here to fuck me huh?" you mugged him "no" he walks closer wher he's near the bed. he hovers over you "but if you want me to" he said biting his lips with a little smirk, "no i don't" you rolled your eyes "you look sexy right now why not" he said getting closer "cohen i have a boyfriend" you lied. he stop "boyfriend?" he kinda angry "no i don't i lied now leave me alone" you said pushing him off of you "can i atleast get to know my daughter before i leave" he said crossing his legs "sure" you sat up. you was explaining her name and stuff why she was named that you even showed him pictures of her "awww she looks just like me and you can i get that picture" he said trying to send it to him "no" you snatch your phone away "let me speak and you can have it be a gentleman" you put your phone back down. "where is she" he said "somewhere because i thought someone was after me" you took your hair outta a bun walking to your closet to get a jacket "wanna see her or" "yesss now plss" he said getting up. he apologize and stuff he also gave me hella money going to my daughter savings account when she older she can have money to go places. you get in the passenger seat while cohen get on the other "so how's life" he said starting the engine "good without you" you said smiling he looks at you confused "wow" he said in a sad tone "i'm dead ass" your smile fades "but y-" "im not fucking you so we can get back together you can find someone im pretty sure cohen you gotta learn how to" before he starts the car he smash his lips onto yours and let go "tell didn't you feel something" he said "it doesn't feel like that when i kiss other girls they disgust me" he said starting the car "i tried y/n i tried i'm tired now i know i'm not perfect all i do is say negative things wanna know why because i was on drugs" he rubs his nose "drugs?" you said "yah i stop because i got lock up for a year that's why i told you i have a girlfriend i couldn't help with the baby because of the drug addiction i didn't want to mess up more so i gave up i almost over dosed in the car that's how i got lock up" the tears that ranned down his face "i didn't mean to" "y/n pls forgive me" at this point i'm crying with him "why didn't you tell me" you yelled "you fucking left me to be a single mom i wasn't ready" you started to hit him in til he stop the car "baby i'm sorry" he grabs your hand pulling you on to his lap "plss look me in the eye" he didn't "cohen tell me why didn't you tell me" you cried "cohen plss look at me" you said grabbing his face forcing him to look at you "i though you would be better without me i thought i was loosing you y/n" "i really needed you" he cries in your chest "i'm sorry too" you pull his face up and kiss his forehead "it's ok" you said whipping his tears "i'm here now" you hug him. he hugs back, cars started to hunk "shit" you said "drive cohen" you got off and he started to drive. you told him where to go to get to the house. you call derek "umm can you bring her stuff i'm coming" you said "ard everything ok" he ask "yah imma call you when i'm there ok" "ok" you hung up "who was that" cohen said "derek" "oh".