The Millionaire and Her Lover

CHAPTER FORTY

LINDSAY

Ellie is getting ready to go out for my birthday dinner with my dad, sister, Matthew and then Cassie, Avery and Casey.

She's been trying on so many dresses but has hated them.  Turning and staring at herself in the mirror.

Personally, I love them all on her. She is a very beautiful person.

"Don't correct me be in like fat," Ellie says turning in the mirror. Staring at herself and pushing her stomach in.

Before I can correct her she puts her hands up. "I know, 'I'm beautiful the way I am but," Ellie says and turns to me.

What is she getting at? I mean she is beautiful the way she is. I believe that and will always stand by that.

"My boobs are sore and I've been nauseous like for the past two mornings, I'm sensitive to smell and I've been getting headaches for the past two days," Ellie explains to me.

She's not, she couldn't be pregnant right? I mean she could very well be pregnant, we are terrible are using protection.

Standing up she raises her gaze to meet mine. "Did you take a pregnancy test yet?" I ask her and she shakes her head.

"I sent the driver to get one, dad also asked her to get some things so she'll be a bit but I just, fuck," Ellie says leaning against the wall. Grabbing her arms I pull her into my chest.

Depending on if she is pregnant, she is goi g to be very sensitive and I am going to be very wary but not too wary. I don't want to coddle her like she's four.

She can take care of herself, it's just. I've never been a father and I love her. I absolutely love her and carrying my child or not.

She will one day. "How about while we wait, we just find you something to wear," I say now knowing she isn't going to like how any dress looks on her.

Walking into her closet which still has a lot of her clothing still. We are taking a lot back with us but I didn't think she had this much still here.

Pulling out her clothing I walk and hand it to her. She pulls her dress off and places the clothing on the desk. Pulling her bra off she pulls on the lace bralette. Bands cup her boobs, giving her lots of cleavage still.

I gave her black jeans to go with it and one of my flannels. when she turns to me I love it. God, I love my outfits on her. "Are you secretly taking fashion classes?" Ellie asks turning to me and I chuckle.

"Remember, we took fashion together all four years of high school?" I told her standing up. guiding her to her vanity chair.

Pulling all her very curly hair up into a bun. Leaving some hairs out. I must say, it's easier when her hair is straight but she looks better with curly hair.

When I finish Ellie begins to add some light makeup. Walking into the closet where my suitcase is I get my clothes out.

A pair of black jeans and a black dress shirt. Walking out Ellie is standing at the bedroom door and she closes it. Turning to me she's holding a plastic bag.

"I-I don't know if I can do this," Ellie says clenching the bag for dear life as she stares at me. Walking up to her I grab her hand.

Her nerves are very high, I can tell by how shakey her hand is. "You don't even know if your pregnant yet, so how about we do the test and we see what it says," I tell her kissing the back of her hand.

Ellie nods and she wanders into the bathroom. Standing outside of the door. I wait for her to come out.

I don't really know what answer I'm hoping for. Yes, no baby is what is ideal because I'm starting college but with her, I want a child with her.

Plus we are both gone all day in the day, Ellie would have to find a new position at work. There is no way she could repair cars pregnant. She'd sure try but it wouldn't work very well.

I'm going to be starting that internship. So yes, a baby wouldn't play nice in our plans but who cares, I love her.

Ellie walks out and she begins to pace the bedroom. "We have to wait ten minutes to see the results," Ellie says trying to calm herself down.

"How about you finish your make-up and try to relax," I tell her. She takes a few deep breaths before walking over to her vanity and begin to finish her makeup.

Ellie's hands are shakey as she tries to apply mascara, I wrap my arms around her and kiss her shoulder.

"Whatever the outcome is baby, I will love you and I will never leave you," I whisper to her giving her another kiss.

She puts her mascara down and looks at me. She has tears in her eyes. "Three baby's, I've aborted three baby's, I've been through this process twice, but this time, it's different because I know if I'm pregnant, I'm keeping it."

Personally I can never personally experience what it's like to abort a baby but she's done it twice and once without her knowing for a week.

I can see where she is coming from when she says that she doesn't want to abort another baby. I also don't want her to, but I would never force her to have a child she doesn't want. I've met so many people who's parent had them without even wanting them.

"Baby, I would never want you to carry a child you don't want, I will support you any way you want to," I tell her giving her another kiss.

The sound of the timer goes off and Ellie jumps, she's quick to get onto her feet.

But she stops at the doorway to the bathroom. Before turning to me. "You read it, I can't." Ellie says. I stare at her. "Please baby, I need you to tell me what it says."

Walking into the bathroom I see four pregnancy tests on the bathroom counter. Leaning closer they all show a little plus sign.

Turning to her she has her hands clasped together bitting her knuckles. "Baby your pregnant," I say and she turns around.

I watch as she walks to the dresser and then looks out the window. "Baby, you okay?"

She turns to me as I approach her. She hugs me screaming. "I'm pregnant, fuck, I shouldn't be happy but I am," She cries hugging me.

Smiling I kiss her check. She jumps off of me and jumps around screaming. "baby calm down, I think everyone is going to know before to tell them,"

Ellie looks at me. "right, umm, we should probably wait to tell them," I say and then she jumps into my arms again.

"baby I'm pregnant,"

Authors Note: IMPORTAN TO READ

This is officially the end of the daily updates, The following month will have a funky updating schedule. August will also have a weird posting schedule but when it gets closer to the end of the month I will post a new posting schedule.

Also towards the end of the month I will have to mess around with the posting schedule again for this month due to I will be in the hospital in a different city then the one I live in. Since I don't know the date I cannot give an accurate date of when it will be.

Also we are almost finished this book, I believe there is ten chapters left. But! their will be a sequel after Casual is finished.

Posting schedule bellow for the month.

No updates:

June 28th, July 1st, July 8th, July 12th, July 15th.

Updates:

June 30th, July 5th, July 14th, July 17th, July 19th, July 22nd, July 24th July 26th and July 29th