Hello, reader!
If you have reached the story this far - congratulations! I never planned it to be so so long, but it kinda took a life of its own, and I am NOT sorry.
The following chapters will be hot, and smutty, so be warned.
I should also place a Trigger Warning here, probably. Smut warnings and Trigger Warnings for anxiety and depression were also present in the previous parts of the story, but things got out of hand, and some of the following pages might be rough to read. I tried to make the characters believable, as both are suffering from severe loss, and childhood trauma, and this has a reflection in real life, always.
I promised you a happy ending, and there will be one. Our boys deserve it.
Enjoy!
P.S: the song above is not MDZS-related, but so so relevant. I hope you like it.
~~~~~~~"Lover" - Alter Bridge
If you deny the wounds of your lover
You will discover
That what you had is shattered and wasted
Did you have to take it so far?The truth exposed and love is devoured
And the ivory tower is coming down
A vow betrayed and honor is broken
The wounds are open and bleeding outBut it's all I can do to carry on
It brings all I fear to lifeIf you deny the wounds of your lover
You will discover
That what you had is shattered and wasted
Did you have to take it so far?Should you have to throw it all away?
Did you have to shove it in my face?
Did you have to tear my world apart?
Did you have to take so selfishly?
No matter how you hurt the ones you need?
Did you have to fall so very far?
Should you have to throw it all away?
Did you have to shove it in my face?
Did you have to tear my world apart?
Did you have to take so selfishly?
No matter how you hurt the ones you need?
Did you have to fall so very far?The trigger's warm, the chamber is loaded
Lost in a moment
What went wrong?
There's nothing left, this house has been broken
But still I'm holding
I'm holding onIf you deny the wounds of your lover
You will discover
That what you had is shattered and wasted
Did you have to take it so far?
If you deny the wounds of your lover
You will discover
You can see it in your love
Your wounds are open and are bleeding out
It's so realIf you deny the wounds of your lover
(Now that you've gone so far)
You will discover
(Can you live with what you've done and who you are?)
That what you had is shattered and wasted
(Now that you've gone so far)
Did you have to take it so far?
(Can you live with what you've done and who you are?)
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