[[[忘羡 | WangXian 1]] : The Second Kiss That Came Too Soon

[35.] Love/Sex/Love. [🔞]

Wei Ying suddenly felt very self-conscious, as if this would be the first time Lan Zhan would see him naked. He shyly and awkwardly removed his belt, but looking up at his lover, blushing deeply, he saw the thirst in Lan Zhan's face, and knew he was having a very hard time too. The desire fell to his guts and he felt so much heat in his loins that it made him bold – he felt wanted.

Wei Ying parted his lips, biting them for a second to make them redder.... He let his robe fall to the ground slowly, lifting his eyes to meet Lan Zhan's, but just for a second. Then he focused on this undergarment, but first he let his own hands glide over his belly, up his chest, and then rest on his neck. 

Slowly, he let the clothes fall slightly open at the front, showing his chest, and lifted his hands up – his nipples very visible now, and very hard – to start untying the red ribbon holding his hair up high. When done, his long hair fell down in a waterfall of unruly dark loose curls. He tossed it to one side and let that bare shoulder also get bare from the undergarments. He let them slide, slowly, to the ground, letting his hair hide half his face, blushing, his lips still parted.

Lan Zhan thought he was going to go crazy. Never in his life had he been so extremely aroused. He wondered how much more time he would be able to stay in his place and not jump on Wei Ying and tear him to pieces. It took all his energy to control himself at that moment. He was so hard that it hurt. It hurt a lot.

Wei Ying saw what effect all this had on Lan Zhan, and finally  –  kicking off his boots  –  he slid his hand down and into his pants, closing his eyes and sighing slightly as he touched his hard-on.

- Wei Ying, you are killing me...  –  Lan Zhan moaned, not daring to go closer lest the magic be undone.

Wei Ying smiled and took off his pants with one quick movement, saying:

- Your turn.

Lan Zahn was lost. He was looking at that slender young body, as if he saw it for the first time in his life. The milky skin, the long fingers, the cherry lips, and those burning eyes, full of night sky.

He shook his head.

- I will never be able to top this. No one ever will. You are devastatingly beautiful. And deadly seductive. – Lan Zhan said, taking off his clothes one by one, as if he was getting ready for bed. In the end, he was naked, and while coming up to Wei Ying he raised his arms and untied his headband. He stared in Wei Ying's eyes seriously and said:

- I'd like you to take this. Please, keep it for me tonight.

He placed the white ribbon in Wei Ying's hand. Tears came up in Wei Wuxian's eyes – he knew exactly what this meant. Lan Zhan was giving himself to him too. Wei Ying felt vulnerable without his clothes, but Lan Zhan would not notice clothes at all. His vulnerability was that one white strip of ribbon.

- I promise, my love. It will always be safe with me. – Wei Ying murmured, squeezing the ribbon in his hand.

- I am yours, and you are mine. As it should be. You are my true half, my one soulmate. I love you. I love you with all I have. – Lan Zhan declared.

Wei Ying found out it was hard to breathe when Lan Zhan laid him down and leaned in over him to kiss his forehead and his eyes, slowly and carefully. He reached out for his neck and kissed him there. Then their mouths connected, thirsty and ready to drown in an ocean of pleasure. They were kissing, perhaps a little differently tonight. Both were very careful with the other and definitely wanted to take things slow.

Lan Zhan's lips moved a little down to kiss Wei Ying's shoulders, his collarbones, the skin over his heart. His hands were caressing him – any part of him that they could reach. Wei Ying was sighing quietly, mesmerized by this tenderness, as if he was falling through the clouds and straight into Heaven.

- My love, it feels so good... Lan Zhan....it's so good... -  he murmured.

Encouraged by those words, the tall boy moved down to kiss and suck gently on Wei Ying's belly and hips. He was looking at him, lying on his back, surrendering, giving himself away, open for him.

- You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, Wei Ying...

Wei Ying gasped sharply and closed his eyes as Lan Zhan bit into the gentle parts of his thighs; he felt his tongue travel from there towards his crotch and started sweating. He remembered clearly last night and the amazing blowjob Lan Zhan tortured him with, he knew the pleasure that was coming up. But this time his lover did not take his cock in his mouth – instead, he started to lick and gently suck his balls, lifting his pelvis up with both hands and spreading his legs open even wider. It felt amazing and Wei Ying's breath hitched.

- Lan Zhan... - Wei Ying moaned. – Have mercy on me...  Please...

He felt Lan Zhan lick the length of his cock for a moment – which made him shiver all over – but then he focused on licking further down. Saliva and pre-cum were dripping, and Wei Ying felt extremely wet. He opened his eyes and buried his hands in Lan Zhan's hair.

- I want to watch you. Please, hurry. – he begged, moaning with the pleasure. However, he was not prepared for what came next.

Lan Zhan took him gently by the shoulders and flipped him on his belly.

- Please, on all fours. – he said coarsely.

Wei Ying obeyed, amazed, but guessing the next step. It was pretty obvious.

- Be gentle with me, Shizun...  -  he whispered.

Lan Zhan leaned in and kissed his back many times, enjoying the salty taste of his skin. Then he lifted his ass a little, and his hands spread Wei Ying's legs apart, and Wei Ying thought the world was exploding when Lan Zhan's tongue licked his center, moving in circular motion, gently and slowly.

- Ughhhh... what... uh, don't stop...please... - he was out of breath due to sheer pleasure.

Lan Zhan was licking, pressing his tongue fully and drilling a little with it into his orifice, taking his time. Wei Ying was really thinking he'd die from the pleasure – it felt so good. He felt small kisses on his back and on his buttocks, and his head dropped – he had no strength to keep it up, to stand even. The pleasure was so overwhelming that he could not even keep his mouth shut, and saliva was dripping from his chin. He babbled:

- Please.. please... take me... please... I can't take it any more... please.. I'm dying... the pleasure, Lan Zhan... too much...

He looked in front of him and lazily noticed that he had come; the pleasure from the rimming was so intense that he had not even noticed. He moaned as Lan Zhan's tongue pushed in him once again, and tried to turn around to beg some more, but at that moment Lan Zhan's hand grabbed his hip and pulled him closer. He could only guess that his other hand was on his hard-on. He knew what was coming; he knew there would be pain, so he tensed his body and clenched his teeth.

Lan Zhan was ready. He positioned himself in such a way that the tip of his cock was placed so that it exactly and fully touched Wei Ying's center. Before pushing in, he leaned in and whispered in Wei Ying's ear:

- I am here. I love you. I belong with you, just as much as you do with me. My love, be brave.

Wei Ying said nothing, but he lowered his upper torso, and tried to lift his ass as much as possible so that it could match Lan Zhan's height.

He felt some more saliva dripping on him and then the stars exploded behind his eyelids as Lan Zhan pushed into him, slowly but without hesitation. He let him breathe for a couple of seconds as Wei Ying cried out loud, and then pushed in some more. Sweat was dripping from him too, not so much from the physical effort, but the tension of it all, and the utter unwillingness to hurt his lover.

- Are you ok?  –  he asked, a hint of fear in his voice.

Wei Ying could cry. Not because of the pain, but because of the simple fact that Lan Zhan was afraid so much for him, afraid he'd hurt him – this was breaking his heart. He gasped loudly and whispered:

- More...please...more... Deeper... please, Shizun. Please, deeper...harder.... I am burning up... please...

Lan Zhan leaned in over his back, and held him to his body with one hand, using the other to keep his balance, and the next thing Wei Ying knew was a shove that filled him up to the brink. He cried, eyes wide open, mouth dripping with saliva.

- Don't stop.... Please.  –  he begged.

Now Lan Zhan was shoving a little faster at the time, as they found their tempo and synchronized their movements. Wei Ying felt he was falling; he forgot the pain quickly as there came the pleasure. Lan Zhan's massive cock was reaching deep inside him, and he had the feeling that the next shove will pierce his heart. It pushed against a place inside him that burned and exploded every time, a core that was now on fire. It was as if he just found a part of him that had been missing...missing for a very long time... and now, placed again inside him – it brought unimaginable pleasure and the sensation of being whole.

His brain registered all these thoughts all at once, and he never realized that he was groaning and yelling with the pleasure that was melting his bones at the moment. He only regretted the fact that he could not see Lan Zhan's face...he really hoped that he felt as good for him as well.

- Lan Zhan....are you.. are you ok? – he lisped, trying to reach back and touch him, but his hands and knees were giving way, and he collapsed on his belly.

Lan Zhan lay on top of him, skin to skin, still keeping his cock inside him, gasping for air.

- Heavens...you are so hot...so hot, Wei Ying... this is...  –  Lan Zhan snarled like a wild beast. His voice had become even thicker with the pleasure. He kissed Wei Ying's shoulders, and a second later bit into his neck. Wei Ying smiled – pain was not an issue for him any more.

- I love you...  -  he sobbed  –  Lan Zhan, this is so good... I...

- Should we stop? – Lan Zhan asked seriously.

- No... No. I want you to come inside me. Please. – Wei Ying panted.

As if reading his mind, or maybe simply seeing how exhausted Wei Ying was, Lan Zhan pulled out and turned Wei Ying on his back. Yes, yes...the blood-red lips...the glazed eyes...the dark locks on his forehead...

- So beautiful...so beautiful... - Lan Zhan was murmuring, kissing the gentle mouth, while his hands lifted Wei Ying's legs, spreading him apart again, leading his member in again. 

It was easy this time – Wei Ying was really relaxed and stretched, and all wet with juices. He sighed as he felt everything he had been missing return to him. 

He moaned:

- Lan Zhan, feeling you inside me...so deep inside...nothing compares...  

He couldn't go on as the shove came to push and Lan Zhan leaned in to bite and suck on his mouth almost maliciously. Moaning and moving faster and faster, it didn't take too long for Lan Zhan to come. The sensation was amazing for the both of them. Lan Zhan felt he was in a place that was warm and welcoming, and safe, a tight space that gave him immense pleasure – he came hard, left almost without any strength to even speak.

Wei Ying felt as if a star exploded in his belly. It was a warm, milky feeling that filled him up, and his body curved up to meet his lover's so that their lips could merge when the climax came.

Spent and exhausted, they could only catch their breath. None really wanted to move away, and they stayed like that, connected into one whole, strange, sweaty new being – a happy and fully satisfied new being.

In the end Lan Zhan collapsed over Wei Ying, and as they separated he felt the warm flow coming between his legs. It was strange, but also pleasant. He hugged Lan Zhan and caressed his hair, kissing his forehead.

- Thank you... this was...amazing. – he whispered.

Lan Zhan was breathing; his heart was pounding like crazy and he felt his blood rush to his face once he looked and saw what mess he had actually made of Wei Ying.

- Are you alright? Please, tell me... please... does anything hurt? Do you need anything? – he looked in Wei Ying's eyes, searching for any sign of pain, worried.

Wei Ying smiled, and caressed his cheek.

- I am fine. I really am. I only need...ugh... a bath. – he laughed a little.  –  Lie down with me, and maybe we can go for a swim later?  –  he kissed Lan Zhan, trying to calm him down.

- Sure...whatever you need... - he answered, not too certain how to react. –Promise me you will tell me if there is a problem? Please? – he begged.

- I promise, Shizun. A nice lesson. I will remember everything.  –  Wei Ying blushed.  –  I will remember it forever.

Lan Zhan's face was burning. 

He bit his lip and mumbled:

- I think I went a bit too far... I am sorry... But I wanted you so badly...

Wei Ying raised an eyebrow and smiled naughtily.

- Did you...enjoy it?  – he mustered the courage to ask.

- Are you joking? – Lan Zhan mumbled, looking away. – It was amazing.... – his face was burning, he was so ashamed to talk about such things. – And you? Are you sure you are OK? – he looked up.

Wei Ying nodded.

- I am more than OK, Lan Zhan. I can't think of a time I was ever happier in my entire life. If I brought you pleasure – then I am perfectly happy.