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Started this June 27 at 2:16 AM
Its all about signs. Perfect timing. Coincidents. Imaginations. Decisions of people around.
Tadhana, that's the word in uncomplicated way.
Its all about beliefs, time and wishes.
How can I say that this life is not about me? It's not my story and be an hopeless romatic protagonist.
Its about us people trying to live this life despites of the reality.
Nahuhubog tayo sa entertainment na nakakalimutan natin na etong buhay na ito, hindi konektado kung ano man ang meron sa storyang gawa gawa lamang.
Kapag pumikit ako at napatitig sa unang letrang makikita. Eto ang unang letra sa pangalan ng isang taong iniisip ko at iniisip ako.
Ganyan lagi ang naiisip ko kapag nakasakay sa bus. Pinaglalaruan ang mga bagay bagay.
If umulan mamaya, crush ako nung crush ko.
Pagkatingin ko sa orasan, saktong numero na malaki ang meaning sa akin.
Kapag lumapit ito sa akin, gusto ako neto.
Kapag katapos ng dalawang araw at lagi niya parin akong kinakausap, this person find me special and interested in me.
I found someone in the most unexpected time and place.
I will wear the same shirt that I wear when I feel swerte and think that my luck is in that shirt.
I shuffled my songs playlist and the song that got pick is the answer to my question.
"Babalik na ba siya bukas?"
Nangangamba by Zack Tabudlo
Nangangamba
Nangangamba ang puso, di ka sigurado
THAT IS THE FIRST LYRICSSS.
NOW TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I BELIEVE NOW.
And when I did it for the second time with the question: Makakausap ko pa ba siya?
And the song I got is Di na Muli by Itchyworms. Tell me what should I do!
Taro cards sa tiktok na may message tas may nakalagay pa na #fyp pero aakalaing para sakin talaga yung message and I can really relate.
Then if walang hashtags, my heart will race fast because I will think that the message is really made for me.
I can't decide on my own.
Ni simpleng pag kuha ng pagkain, kailangan pa ng desisyon ng iba kung ano ang pipiliin.
I will even rely on books I read on wattpad.
Stories I heard or watched.
Then if someone did one thing to me like in those movies or books I will think that I'm an protagonist that have some ending as those movies.
Tama bang kontrolado nang nasa paligid ang isip ko?
In short, I make it looks like a unfinished fantasy that can be edited anytime because thats where I rely.
Fiction is inspired by reality, but reality should never be inspired by fiction.
Thoughts na nakakasira ng bohai.
August 4, 2021
12:20 AM
by christiane ivy
Part 2 andon na yung sagot sa bakit<333
