Avengers Imagines

Stucky- Let us Love you

Let us Love you

Stucky x fem!reader 

TW: Mentions of self-harm, body insecurities(scars)

Word count: 1258

READERS POV

I stood in my bedroom, staring at myself in my full-length mirror. I grimaced the longer I stared at the scars that littered my skin. How is anyone ever going to love me? I thought. No one's ever going to want someone covered in so many scars. 

Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes before they silently fell down my cheeks. I poked at the sides of my stomach, drawing my finger across the scars that had been self-inflicted. A choked sob fell from my lips, and I collapsed to my knees on the floor, my arms wrapping themselves around my waist. 

Why couldn't I be happy? Why couldn't I have a loving relationship like Bucky and Steve, or Tony and Pepper?

I continued to cry, head tilted towards the floor, unaware of everything surrounding me until I felt two presences behind me. 

STEVE'S POV

"Hey Buck?" I asked as we walked down the hall hand in hand. "Has Y/N seemed a little off to you lately?" 

"Yeah. I thought it was just a bad day or something, but I feel like it's only getting worse," he said. "Maybe we should go check on her?" 

I nodded my head, and we sped up our pace a little. As we got closer to her room, Bucky and I gave each other a worried glance as we heard sobs coming from her bedroom. 

We hurriedly walked the last few steps, stopping and seeing that her door had been slightly ajar. Peeking our heads inside, a frown immediately appeared on my face as a heartbroken feeling washed through my body. Looking over at Bucky, I saw that he was feeling the same way. 

I pushed the door open even more, and the two of us stepped into her room, closing the door behind us. We walked over to where she was crouched on the floor and sat down behind her. 

"Hey doll." 

READERS POV

"Hey doll," I heard Steve say from behind me.

I slowly brought my head up, meeting his gaze in the mirror. I looked away from his eyes taking in my appearance. I still hadn't put a shirt back on, and my eyes were red and puffy, with tear stains on my cheeks.

I sniffled a little as more tears continued to fall. 

"Hey, doll, please stop crying." Bucky said, pulling me back into his embrace. Steve then crawled in front of me so that I couldn't see myself in the mirror, pulling Bucky and I into him, our legs on either side of his waist. I was now in a super soldier sandwich that I could not escape.

"What's the matter sweetheart?" Steve asked, bringing his hand up to wipe away some of my tears as I leaned back further into Bucky. 

"N-no one's e-ever g-going to l-love me," I choked out. "I'm c-covered in s-scars. Why would anyone ever want to love a-anyone as u-ugly as me?"

I squeezed my eyes shut after I said that, trying to stop my tears. While my eyes were closed, I missed the heartbroken looks that Steve and Bucky exchanged over my shoulder. 

"Doll why would you ever think that?" Steve asked. "You're so beautiful, and smart, and kind. Y/N, Bucky and I both love you. So much." 

"Y-you're just s-saying that. You d-don't mean it." I stuttered out, keeping my eyes closed.

"Of course, he means it Y/N." Bucky chimed in. "We both love you. Your scars don't make you ugly, they make you strong. Please open your eyes for us doll. Please look at us. Let us show you how much we love you."

I cautiously opened my eyes, staring into Steve's blue ones that were welling with tears of his own. He wiped away a few more of my tears with the pad of his thumb before placing both hands on my hips, rubbing small circles.

He leaned in and rested his forehead against mine for a moment before he pressed his lips against mine in a gentle kiss. Steve pulled away after a few seconds and I felt Bucky unwrap one of his arms from around my waist. He brought his hand up to my face and turned it so that I was now looking at him. 

I noticed his own tear-filled eyes as he leant forward, pressing his lips to mine in the same manner Steve did. When Bucky pulled away from my lips, he pressed a lingering kiss to my collar before resting his chin on my shoulder. 

"B-but-," I started only to be cut off by Steve. He already seemed to know what I was going to say. Why them? Why them when they were already in a loving relationship? Why me?

"No buts doll. We love you, so please get that through your thick skull." Steve said, removing his hands from my waist and wrapping his arms tightly around me instead, resting his chin on my other shoulder. 

We stayed like that for a few minutes, just taking in the silence, before the two of them unraveled their arms. Bucky and Steve then stood up, pulling me up with them. 

Steve stepped out of the way of the mirror and joined Bucky behind me. 

Bucky thumbed over one of the scars on the front of my stomach. "What's this one from?" He asked in a soft voice.

"A knife, when Nat and I were out on a mission together." I answered quietly. 

Bucky then kneeled down and placed a kiss on the scar, making me giggle. Him and Steve then took turns asking about them, pressing light kisses all over my stomach and back. 

Steve then got to my self-inflicted scars, and he knew he didn't even need to ask what they were from. I looked away ashamedly. 

He stood up and brought his hand to my chin, turning my head so that I was facing him again. "Please don't ever be ashamed sweetheart." 

I stared into his eyes looking for anything that would cause me to doubt his words and saw nothing but love. I nodded my head, giving him a small smile in acknowledgement. "Okay."

Bucky then stood up and I was sandwiched in a super soldier hug. The two of them making me feel wanted and loved. 

When they finally let go of me, Bucky placed a kiss on the back of my neck, sending shivers up my spine. He spun me around so that I was now facing him and gave me a big grin. 

"You're ours now doll." He stated, no room for question. 

I grinned back at him. "I wouldn't want to be anybody else's." 

He pecked my nose in response. "What do you say we go get some food? I'm pretty hungry." 

"Bucky!" I exclaimed, punching his shoulder. He totally just ruined the mood. "How are you always so hungry?"

"Fast metabolism?"

Steve and I both laughed at him, as I pulled away to grab a sweater. Slipping in on, I grabbed both their hands and led them out of my bedroom.

Walking hand in hand towards the kitchen with my two super soldiers, there isn't anywhere else I'd rather be, I thought. Steve then tickled my side, making me let out a yelp. I gave him a playful glare and he turned his head to the side letting out an innocent whistle. Bucky then did the same thing, and a goofy smile made its way onto my face. 

They were both adorable dorks, but they were now my adorable dorks. 

A/N 

Tried my hand at a stucky x reader. What do you think?

-Taryn