How to Love a Human

Chapter 6

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"Summer you need to leave."

And like a jet she is off. What's up with everyone leaving me.

Strip Quinn. Let's see all these clothes, you got."

I didn't want to strip. My body was hideous. I look down and he grabs my chin. "Show me."

"I can't. Please don't make me."

"And why is that sweetheart?" He ask

Looking at him in his eyes, all I can see is my first boyfriend looking at me calling me fat. I lost 30 pounds for him. I was at 110 pounds and I was still "disgusting" in his eyes. I was so disgusting he told me to put my clothes on.
I know tears were going down my cheeks, but I couldn't help it.

"Jared please don't make me. You don't even like my body."

Whos Jared...?"

My mind snaps back and all of a sudden I'm staring at Rhemington again. I gulp. I'm scared. His eyes are black. In a swift moment I take my shirt off. Now instead of black eyes I'm staring at golden orbs. He pushes me back, throws me a shirt, and stomps out the door.

All of a sudden I'm back to where I was. I go to the mirror. Why can't I be good enough? Why am I so fat? I put the rest of my clothes away crawl into bed and cry until I'm asleep.

"Quinn. Hey Quinn." The whispering wakes me up."

"What do you want Rhemington?"

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be aggressive. I just don't like you saying other guys names. And you seemed uncomfortable. You didn't want me to see your body. I didn't want you to be in a bad situation."

"He called me disgusting. He told me no one would love me because I was too fat. I wasn't good enough."

He comes closer. "Can I" I nod my head.

"Look at me. You are beautiful. You are not fat, you are not disgusting. And if I ever hear you say those words about yourself...it won't be pretty. And if John ever comes here I'll kill him."

I didn't want to piss him off even more so I let the whole John/Jared thing slide. He runs his thumb over my cheek. "Goodnight sweetheart." And with those words he's out the door. I wanted him to come back and hold me. I wanted him to kiss my back. I wanted to show him but I didn't trust him. If I showed him my body would he stay? I know he's in his room. So that's where I go, with a devious plan to make him stay.

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I go in without knocking. He's sitting up on his bed pulling at his hair. His head swipes to the door and he's staring at me. I give a shy smile and take my top off. His eyes become saucers and turn Golden. He gives me a low growl.

"Come here." I walk up to him swaying my hips a little. I think that's what your suppose to do. At least that's what I've read in books. He looks me up and down.

"Quinn..why are you doing this?"

Well fuck it didn't work. And then the tears start again. I should've known. I was so stupid.

"I'm sorry. I just wanted you to stay." I whisper.

He grabs them and runs his hand over my nipples. He pauses, "these aren't going to make me stay. Your body isn't what I'm interested in."

"So you aren't going to stay?"

"Quinn it's not about bodies. It's about if you can stand beside me. If you are a good Luma. If you can bare my children and make strong genes. I don't know why the moon goddess made you my mate. But you have to be strong enough to be by my side."

I nod like I understand. What was I suppose to say in a situation like this? "Can I lay with you please."

"Sure but no touching or cuddling, and keep the top off."

I crawl in his bed. And make sure there is enough space between us. My mind wanders to my father. Does he know where I'm at? Does he know that I was mated to an alpha? Does he know anything? I feel an arm wrap around me.
"I thought you weren't going to touch me."

"The mate pull. It's bothering me."

"What's that?" I ask.

"It's when I'm around you and I cant stay away from you, no matter how hard I try. And right now you are in my bed, topless may I add, and my wolf can't stand not touching you."

"I can go. I don't want to piss your wolf off."

"Fuck no princess. You are staying with me. In OUR bed." A way much deeper voice says. Curious me turns around and I'm staring at white eyes. "Hello little one I'm AK, Rhemingtons wolf."