For one last time || My story.

IX

This one is not a chapter.

It's just some lyrics of songs that I relate to.
We all have song/s that we love to listen on loop. I have always loved to listen to songs. But I have a weird type in music.
I don't like to songs from any particular genre or from a particular artist/band.

I'm a lyrics person, I love songs with good lyrics, that is my type.
Lyrics that I can relate to, lyrics that feel home.
Songs to me are like audible poetry.
If I don't feel them, I don't like them.

Sometimes I listen to songs to feel something, to be precise sadness. Because sometimes I get so numb that I'm desperate to feel something.
Anything.

I don't know songs always comfort me, even sad songs. Especially sad songs maybe because it feels good that there is someone out there feeling what I feel. In simple words sharing pain with an unknown person is comforting.

So here are some of the songs that hit home. That made me sad and happy.

I know my love should be celebrated
But you tolerate it 
Tolerate it

I made you my temple, my mural, my sky
Now I'm begging for footnotes in the story of your life

Tolerate it 
Song by Taylor Swift. 

I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting. 

This is me trying 
Song by Taylor Swift 

All the king's horses, all the king's men
Couldn't put me together again
'Cause all of my enemies started out friends

Archer 
Song by Taylor Swift 

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling

Falling 
Song by Harry Styles. 

They say, "You're a little much for me
You're a liability
You're a little much for me"
So they pull back, make other plans
I understand, I'm a liability

The truth is I am a toy
That people enjoy
'Til all of the tricks don't work anymore
And then they are bored of me.

Liability 
Song by Lorde

All I want is to flip a switch
Before something breaks that cannot be fixed

Rain or shine, I don't feel a thing
Just some information upon my skin

Touch
Song by Sleeping At Last

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Chasing cars. 
Song by Snow Patrol 

I won't be, no, I won't be like you
Fighting back, I'm fighting back the truth
Eyes like yours can look away
But you can't stop DNA
No, you can't stop DNA

Hate to say hello 'cause I know that it means goodbye
Hate to ask, but what's it like to leave me behind?

DNA
Song by Lia Marie Johnson

Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear