Love me

Part 32

(Diane's pov)

The breeze of fall hits on my face as I drink my tea. Coming back to Slovenia brought me relieve and so much peace but if I am being honest I miss him. It's hasn't even been a week since I arrived here, I couldn't stop thinking about him. My mind keeps telling me to go back with me but the other side keeps telling me to stay. He probably hates me anyways, there is no way going back.

"Papa I'm hungry" Boston yells, from inside the cabin. "Coming" I yell.

Seeing Boston face everyday always kept reminding me of him but I try to ignore that. I hope Chris forgets about me...

(Chris's pov)

"I don't get why he did that, there most have been a reason" Ma said. "I don't know Ma. He just left a note and went god knows where." 

"Did he tell you something, leave some clues or something?" Scott asks. 

"I don't know, nothing comes into my mind." I sigh. "Well we are here for you honey, we will help you out in anything." Ma says, hugging me. "Thanks ma, its good to be back home."

Ever since Diane left, I've been depress. I didn't feel like eating or doing anything at all but stay in bed. The only thing I had of both of them was a photo we took when we went to the zoo. 

I felt tears starting to come out. 'why Diane...we were gonna get married, be a family...why' I felt like killing myself, all this pain was killing me. Did he love me or was everything fake. Was I just dreaming and  Where could he be? 

'try to remember something Chris, remember try...Slovenia...I remember something about Slovenia!' 

He said something about living in Slovenia, a cabin. He could be there, no he is there. I have to find him and I will. Dodger suddenly comes in, "Hey buddy how are you" I say, scratching his head. "I think I found papa and I will find him...I should hate him but I still love him" 

I'm stupid for still having feelings for him. Diane my love...I still fucking love you, I will forgive you but I will need answers. I open my phone and bought tickets to Slovenia, tonight I am leaving...

(Diane's pov)

We were walking through the streets of a nearby town, buying groceries and exploring. The town was small but nice and very vintage. "Papa when will we see Chris?" Boston asks. "I miss him a lot." 

I sigh, "yea me too but he is not coming." Boston looks down the floor with his sad face. "Come on don't be sad, let's go get ice cream. Do you want?" He just shrugs but doesn't look up at me. I really did feel bad but my pride was stronger. God I'm so stupid, there could have been an alternative, we could have deal with the problem, we could have-

I heard someone click there camera at us, once I notice it was to late. That person ran away, "Hey Dick face come back here." I yell. 

Fucking shit, what if he posts that...

(Chris's pov)

I finally arrived at the Slovenia airport (Ljubljana) .My Family insisted for me to stay but I couldn't pretend like everything was fine. Slovenia was a very pretty place. I couldn't wait to see and kiss Diane and tell him how much I love him. Now the impossible part was what part of Slovenia was he hiding. 

I was already in hotel room I booked and threw myself to bed. God I was exhausted I haven't had a sleep since he left. I was closing my eyes when my phone rang. It was scott.

"CHRIS CHRIS CHECK YOUR PHONE MA"N, IT'S ABOUT DIANE." He yells. "What are you talking about Scott." I sigh. "Go to twitter, someone took a photo of Diane ." 

I open twitter and the wave of shock and excited came to me. "H-how, who and w-where." I stutter. "Check the caption idiot." he growls. 'Vrsic Pass' (Julian Alps), that's where he was staying. "Thanks Scott." I say, before ended the call.

I immediately left the hotel and got on a taxi. No time to rest, find Diane that is the mission. 

(few hours later)

I finally got to Julian Alps, the true was getting near and I had a feeling that it was bad, really bad...

(Diane's pov)

Fuck, fuck, fuck how could I be so dumb. I always mess up in everything. We were back home after that encounter. I immediately found out that it was posted. I wanted to bang my head on the kitchen counter, I really did. What if he sees it and comes to find us. Not only that but I didn't want to tell him the mess up true. He will probably take Boston away from me. 

My mind hope he doesn't find me but my heart wishes he would. My heart...my stupid heart can't forget about him. "Boston, lunch is ready." I yell. He comes back in, "I love it here." He giggles. "I just wish chris was here." 

I sigh and just hugged him, "Me too bud me too...

(Hey guys sorry for the switching pov's. The next chapter will be hella interesting."