Untold the truths// KTH//

50. Is he the right one?

The next day, I was preparing my luggage with mom. I took lots of clothes because I would stay there for a whole summer break. Suddenly, I saw a t-shirt which was given by a beautiful man. I took it and decided to take it with me.

I folded clothes and organized them in the luggage.
" Are you sure you can go alone?" my mom asked in worried.

I turned to look at her, " Of course, mom. I'm 21, almost 22. I can take care of myself." I smiled.

She widened her arms for me to hug her. I hugged her tightly.

" My girl is a grown-up woman right now. Why do I never realize that? I always see you as a little girl who always runs to me after school." she giggled and so did I.

" I'm still your little girl. I will run to hug you as always. You won't lose me, mom." I leaned back to see her.

She stroked my hair, " I'm proud of you."

I didn't know what to react to that. I barely heard it from my parents. I almost teared up but I could handle it.

" I love you, mom."

" I love you too, my pretty daughter." she grinned.

" So don't worry, mom. I'm okay by myself. If you want to visit there too, you can come. We will have a trip together." my eyes gleamed.

" Have fun! Always be safe." we released each other. " Anyways, I want to talk with you about something."

" What is that?" I said in curious.

She sighed, " Well... I was always curious about you and Taehyung. I wondered what's wrong between you guys. Finally I knew that you two used to date." she stopped and I looked at her vaguely. " I keep in touch with Taehyung's mom. So we talk a lot about you guys. Seems like you two lost in touch, right?" she asked me.

I looked away, " It's been a year since we last talked." I said simply.

" I don't know what happened between you guys but can you be honest with me?" she looked into my eyes. " Do you still love him? Do you miss him? Do you still think of him?" she asked all these questions all of sudden. " I want to ask this because I haven't seen you look like you're in love anymore."

I couldn't prepare answers at all. It's inexplicable. I didn't even know what I felt. I was afraid I couldn't answer her.

" Yes, I do." that's my honest answer.

I didn't know if it's right or wrong but I admitted that I still loved, missed, and thought of him. He always lived in my heart.

" why don't you go and find him?"

I looked at her confused, " Mom, we don't talk anymore. How can I find him?" I shrugged.

" You will find him. He will finally find you too. You two will find each other without trying but have faith and love in each other." she said solemnly. " As you are sure that you still love him. You still want him. No matter what, you will find him eventually." she smiled.

I was still confused. It's not that coincidence to meet each other anytime. I did believe in fate but it wouldn't work all the time.

" Mom, if I find him, what should I do?"

" Confess what you are feeling towards him."

" What if he already has someone?"

" It means that you two aren't meant to be," she said simply. " When it's the right time but in a wrong situation, he's not the one. Otherwise, if it's the right time and everything is possible for you two to love each other again, he's the one," she said one by one which I understood what she meant.