Untold the truths// KTH//

49. Let's end

Next day!

I was in the class. I didn't focus on what we were studying. I kept wondering if Taehyung woke up yet. I wanted to visit him now.

Abruptly, I got a phone call from Jungkook. I leaned under the table and answered it immediately.

" Oppa, how is he now?"

(Bora, Taehyung is awake now. I'm at the hospital with his parents.)

A smile appeared on my face automatically. I was so happy to hear that.

" I will go to see him now."

(You're in the class right now, right?)

" Don't worry. I will excuse myself."

(Come after class. Don't miss your class.)

" But I want to see him." I refused. " Don't worry! I will participate every day in the class."

(Ugh! Alright, drive safely.)

I hung up and sat up straight, preparing my stuff.

" Is he awake?" Soohyun asked in whispering.

I nodded, " I have to go and see him now." I said excitedly.

" You will miss the class again," she complained.

" Would you like to explain the lesson to me? Please Soohyun. I have to see him." I made puppy eyes.

" Alright alright. I will go there after class."

Not to waste time, I got out of my seat. Everyone stared at me and the professor stopped what she was doing. I bowed at her, " Can I go home right now? I have an emergency." I made an excuse.

" Do you really need to be there?" she asked to make sure.

" Yeah, Mrs."

" Alright, don't miss any classes again next time." she allowed and I got out of the class immediately.

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I turned on the engine and drove off right away. I planned to stop by a chocolate shop to buy some chocolate for him.

After I bought him a box of chocolates, I headed to the hospital.

As I was walking towards his room, I got excited. I wanted to hug him so bad.

When I arrived in front of the room, suddenly I stopped as I saw his face through the small window at the door.

He was laying down and talking to his parents. He looked a lot better. He even had a smile on his face. I was disoriented. I didn't know whether I had to enter the room or not. I felt ashamed. I didn't want him to see my face. I wasn't ready to face him. Because I had said many painful words to him either. I couldn't face him right now. He might not want to see me too. It would be awkward between us.

Then I stepped back a step. A tear rolled down my cheek. I was the one who tortured him. I couldn't just meet him like this. I thought it would be the best time for us to separate for real.

Meanwhile, Yoongi emerged behind me, " Why don't you go in?"

I turned around to see him, " Uhm... I don't have to." I winced.

" Why? Don't you want to see him? You are impatient to see him. Why right now you aren't going in?" he asked me.

I wiped the tears, " I feel ashamed." I mumbled. " I can't face him right now. I am not ready." I looked at him in tears.

He was speechless to see me in tears, " Uhm... Well... It must be hard for you." he said sympathetically.

" I have said many hurtful words to him. I can't just meet him like this. I tortured him enough." I looked away and started to cry.