Contains Self harm
I finally arrived "home" well if that's what this place is called. I saw a red car in the driveway next to our black truck. I unlocked the front door and stepped inside. I walked towards my room when I heard a woman sounds in her mid 30s laughing. I sighed with a disgusted facial expression. I didn't want to be in a house hearing that.
I entered my room and went straight to the shower. I walked towards the sink where the scissors, lie with my dried blood.
I picked up the scissors, splitting it into two as if I was about to cut paper. Except it's my skin. I brought it close to my skin, inches away I didn't hesitate. I dug it into my skin. As I look up at the ceiling, while making a new scar. Tears dwelling in my eyes. I looked back at my arm, seeing my blood gushing out. I smiled with tears streaming down my face. I washed the scissors and placed it back at it's spot.
I stripped my clothes off. As each clothes left me I felt the coldness again. I looked down at my arm, seeing the blood trickling down my skin. I liked the stinging and seeing me bleed. It was...satisfying.
At once as I stepped inside the shower the blood washed away, replacing it with stinging. I drowned my face in the water that fell in front of me. I felt my tears being washed away with the water as I tried to replace them with more. The stinging felt unbearable, but after a while I got used to it.
I came out of the shower. I dried my skin with my towel as I brushed off the water off my new scars, only I could feel is regret, but I loved it while it lasted.
I got changed into another hoodie to cover up my new scars that still bled. I still heard laughter from a few rooms down. I took my phone out from its charging spot and left the house. I walked towards the school since I had forgotten my book. My stomach started to growl of hunger since I didn't eat lunch today. I ignored it and kept walking.
I finally reached the school but the fucking school was closed. Shit you dumbass. I face palmed myself as I turned around to see Merikh leaning on the fence. I looked at him in annoyance.
"What?"
He scoffs and finally spoke after a few seconds that felt like decades.
"Well aren't you a different one" he says stepping forward with a smirk on his face.
"Just fuck off"
"Or" he asked stretching the "R"
He stops in his tracks looking at me.
"What do you mean or"
"What's the second option?"
"There is none, just fuck off"
I walked pasted him before he could speak. I went to a park near by my neighborhood. I felt someone eyes on me.
I swear to fuck if it's him-
I turned around to be faced once again, Merikh.
*sorry this chapter was short. I hope your enjoying so far!*💕
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