untold desire || weston koury

chapter forty seven

a/n nah bc why have i literally written 47 chapters of this story what am i doing with my life

also i forgot to mention in the last chapter that savannah originally applied to columbia and got in but she declined bc she thought it was better she stayed closer to home. i just fixed it sorry for any confusion 

"he really did all of that?" jasmine says through the facetime call. her eyebrows are scrunched and she's running a hand through her long hair stressfully. 

"yeah," i shrug. "i wanted to hear your thoughts."

jasmine is one of the most important people in my life, i had to tell her what weston said. it's only been a few hours since i last talked to him, and even though i've already made my decision, i need to hear her input. what would she say about me leaving her?

she stays silent for a minute, and i smooth down a part of my comforter nervously while i wait for her to start talking. 

"i just thought you were over him," she mumbles as she bites her nail. 

i purse my lips together. "i don't think i ever lost feelings for him, they were just muffled by everything else going on in my life, you know?"

jasmine doesn't make eye contact with me. "i guess so. i mean if you see a future with him, then go for it. plus you already got into columbia, obviously they'd accept you again."

"yeah you're right," i say. 

"i gotta go, bye," jasmine blurts, then ends the call, not even giving me time to say bye back. that was unlike her. 

you:

hey r u ok

jasmine thatcher <3:

yeah why

you:

idk you just hung up without much of a goodbye it didn't seem like u

jasmine thatcher <3:

well im kinda pissed sav

you:

im really sorry 

jasmine thatcher <3: 

are you ??? 

we spent a lot of money on this new apartment and i dont want it all to go to waste. i have to pay for it all by myself now and idek if ill have the money for that. college kids arent exactly walking wallets savannah

you:

what if i still pay my part of the rent even though i'm gone? ill venmo u every month bc i still have a lot of money saved that i was supposed to spend on my ny trip

jasmine thatcher <3:

fine thanks 

you: 

are we good now?

jasmine thatcher <3:

yeah

you:

okay

love u and miss u

ill call you later 

read 4:27 pm

i toss my phone to the end of my bed and fall back onto my pillow, closing my eyes. jasmine wasn't being as supportive as i had thought she would, but i can't blame her. i would probably be angry in her position.