Contrarium, a latin word, literally means the opposite. As two total opposite worlds meet, how are things going to be?
Jungwon is a freshman at Highland University. Not living with riches, he had to be a scholar to go to the prestigious university...
Jungwon is still in the hospital as they have decided that he'll undergo chemotherapy. Yesterday, Jay quickly went home to pack some clothes because he decided to stay with Jungwon in the hospital because his mom will have to work.
Jay told his friends and Jungwon's friends were informed about Jungwon's sudden hospitalization and condition. Jay also told his father about. They offered help to Jungwon's mom but the boy refused because he knows the hospital bill is going to be big.
Jay explained that it is fine with him and his dad but Jungwon thought that they are still just boyfriends. As soon as Jungwon's mom knew about the offer, they met at the decision that in exchange of the help Jay's dad will give, Jungwon's mom will work on their company.
"Good morning, babe." Jay, who's been awake since six in the morning, rushed to greet his boyfriend. Jungwon's lips are slowly turning into a different pale color. His eyes are also getting dark circles.
"Why are you up so early?" Jungwon forced a smile to tease his boyfriend.
"Of course, I'll be the one to feed you breakfast." Jay replied and tried to caress Jungwon's soft hair.
"I heard I'll suffer hair loss due to the chemotherapy." Jungwon suddenly mentioned.
"So?" Jay replied and stopped preparing Jungwon's food for a moment.
"are you still going to love me if I become bald?" Jungwon seriously asked. He looked into Jay's eyes.
"Pfft." Jay tried stopping himself from laughing at his boyfriend's question. "Why did you ask such question, Wonie?"
"You have to answer meeeee! Just imagine I am bald. Then answer my question!" Jungwon insists.
"I love you no matter what. Okay?" Jay replied. "I will always love you, Won." he added and placed a kiss on the younger's forehead.
Jungwon started eating on his own but Jay still lends him a hand. The two heard knocks on the door so Jay stood up and opened it to check. Jungwon tried to listen since he wants to know who knocked on the door. His face became bright when he heard a familiar voice that stood out among the others—it was his bestie.
"Is he already awake?" Sunoo asked before entering the room. As soon as they all entered Jungwon saw everyone; Sunghoon, Sunoo, Ni-ki and Jake.
"I was worried when Jay hyung told me about what happened! Good thing you are safe." Sunoo and held his friend's hand.
Ni-ki felt speechless upon seeing his friend, his first crush, and his first heartbreak lying on the hospital bed weak. "You are stronger than this, Won." He told Jungwon and couldn't even look at him in the eyes.
"I hope you won't mind but I also told someone about your condition right now. I just had to because I know he's still a good friend of yours." Sunoo suddenly interrupted and grabbed the attention of Jungwon. Before the younger could reply, Sunoo went to Jay to inform his as well and seek for his permission. Ni-ki was left with Jungwon and they talked to each other.
On the other hand, Sunoo asked Jay something. "Hyung, I told Heeseung hyung about what happened to Jungwon. He also wants to visit him. Would that be okay to you? One time he approached me while I'm with Sunghoon and he wants to apologize to Jungwon for what happened.
Jay seemed to be unconvinced as he just kept his poker face and did not reply at all.
"That's true, bro. I think he is really sorry. Besides, they've been friends for a very long time according to Sunoo." Sunghoon said.
"Come on bro, they will just talk. He won't steal your Jungwon." Jake tried to lift the mood up and tapped Jay's shoulders using his two hands.
"Fine. Whatever." Jay replied so Sunoo immediately messaged Heeseung so he can pay Jungwon a visit.
— moments later —
Heeseung arrived and everyone else stood up except for Jungwon of course. The oldest guy entered the room and greeted everyone. Sunoo just smiled at Heeseung and led the other boys outside to give them privacy.
As soon as they got out, Jay remained standing outside. "What are you doing there?" Jake asked.
"I'll stay here. Who knows what could happen?" Jay replied and stood by what he said. The others looked for something to eat for a while and left Jay who chose to stay outside to watch out.
On the other hand, Heeseung slowly approached the younger nervously. Jungwon gave him a smile which made the atmosphere light for the two of them. "Why are you so nervous, hyung?" Jungwon asked and chuckled.
"How are you feeling?" Heeseung asked and sat beside Jungwon.
"Well, I've been feeling this pain ever since the beginning the school year but it just got worse. I thought it will go away when I do not try to mind it but I guess that's not how it works. How about you?" Jungwon answered and threw a question to the older.
"To be honest, I've been feeling worst since we broke up. I feel terrible of what I did to you. You don't deserve such pain, Won. I am an asshole for hurting your feelings. I really loved you but I guess it was just so difficult not to think of Arin. I did not mean to make you feel worthless. I'm sorry, Jungwon. You're a good junior of mine since high school and I can't just let our friendship go to waste because of my foolishness. Today, I am asking for your forgiveness." Heeseung spoke his heart out and the sincerity he poured to each of this words was felt by Jungwon.
"I am already okay, hyung. It's been months since that happened and I am happy now with Jay. You don't have anything to worry about. I forgave you even before you ask for it. Given that I do not know how much time I have left, I don't want to have anger for anyone especially to those who are important to me." Jungwon assured and tried to reach his hyung's hand. "Don't worry anymore, okay?"
"Don't say that. You'll live for a very long time. You have to be strong for your mom, for your friends, and for Jay. I knew that boy's attitude and it's the first time I saw him being truly in love with someone. He has changed because of you." Heeseung cheered Jungwon.
"I will as long as I can."
The two finally reconciled and talked about a lot of things. Heeseung finally moved on from Arin and decided to just focus more on his duties as a student-leader.
Moments later, Heeseung received an urgent call from the university as the semester break is about to end. He forbids goodbye to the younger. "Until my next visit, Won. You should be out of this hospital by that time, okay?" Heeseung smiled and touched Jungwon's hand. His teardrop fell as he felt broken seeing Jungwon weak. Heeseung received a genuine smile from Jungwon before leaving.
Moments after, Jay went inside again. "He took so long." He whined.
"Jealous?" Jungwon teased him.
"Why would I be? You are now happy with Jay." The older tried to mimic how Jungwon said that sentence to Heeseung earlier.
"Yahh! You were listening?!"
"Of course. I was just standing outside. I have to watch out for you, duh." Jay replied and walked to the windows to slide the curtains to the side.
"It's our time, baby." Jay uttered.
— eighth sunset —
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"The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?" Jungwon asked.
"Yeah. You always say that. They are always beautiful just like you, love." Jay replied and kissed Jungwon's forehead then his lips. "I love you, Yang Wonie."
