Beyond Education [Jemily]

Painkillers [smut]

mature content! blowjob

December 3, 2021
— JJ's POV
Yesterday was my last day of therapy, so I've concluded the clinical part of my healing process. The frequency of my flashbacks has decreased significantly, and the nightmares I've been having since that night at the bar are going away. They were super intense at the beginning and were really giving me the creeps. I even snuck up to Emily's dorm once or twice to spend the night with her after my night terrors. Speaking of spending the night with Emily, we've been working up to having sex again and I'm proud to say that I was successful. No flashbacks. No doubts. Just me and her. I owe a big part of it to her, though, because she's just so gentle with me when I tell her to take things slow. She's so sweet. She deserves so much. And I wanted to give it back to her today.

"How about this one?" I held up another shirt for Penelope to judge on our shopping venture for Emily. Cue me spoiling my amazing girlfriend.

"Meh, I don't know. Don't you think she already has too much black clothing?"

"But black is her favorite color."

"Black isn't even a color."

"Is to!"

"Is not!" She grabbed a bright blue flannel off the rack, "This one is better."

I winced, "She'd never wear that."

"If you gave it to her she would."

"Well yeah, because she'd fee obligated. I wanna get her some things she'll enjoy." Penelope stuck her tongue out at me and kept looking. We finally picked out some suitable things for Emily: a pair of Nike joggers, a ripped denim flannel, sports bras, and a new PS4 game for her and Tara to play. I didn't know what it was but it seemed like something she'd be into. I wanted to catch Emily when she was alone in her dorm, without Tara being there, so Penelope and I rushed back to John Ed. Unfortunately, I didn't have time to wrap everything up neatly, but I'm sure Em won't mind.

I knocked on the door and heard her muffled response, "Hold on! Hooold on..." She eventually stepped over and unlocked it, smiling when she saw me, "Hey, Jayje! Whatcha doin here?"

"Just wanted to spend some time with you. Hope now isn't a bad time?"

"Nope."

"Well it took you a while to answer the door... You weren't doing anything naughty, were you?"

Emily blushed red and chuckled, "N-No I uh, I was just getting some work done. Didn't wanna stop in the middle and lose track is all."

"Mmm so studious... Can I come in?"

"Oh yeah, yeah!" Emily stepped to the side and let me into her room, locking the door behind us. I set the shopping bag down onto her bed and motioned for her to come open it. She scrunched her brows and sat down on the edge, "What's this?"

"It's for you. Just to say 'thank you' for everything you've done for me these past weeks."

"Jayje, you didn't have to—"

"I know but you deserve it. Go on, open it!" Emily smiled and scoured through the bag, marveling over each item that she pulled out. The last thing to go was the video game, which she happily set on her TV stand to play later. As she made her way back over to me, I bit my lip and nervously asked, "So did you like everything?"

"Everything. You have great taste, babe." She gave me a quick peck on the lips and then climbed into her bed next to me, turning on the TV for us. I wasn't too invested in whatever show she put on, so I just kept rubbing over her legs and tracing patterns over the fabric of her sweatpants.

I shifted onto my side, my front against hers, and draped one of my legs over her thigh. My hand migrated under her shirt, rubbing over her toned abs. I felt goosebumps trickle over her skin at the sensation. A cheeky idea popped into my head. After sitting up a bit, I took a hair tie off my wrist and put my hair up in a ponytail. I moved my hand down and let it graze over the front of her pants, teasing her bulge. I bit my lip at the mound in front of me; knowing what was underneath was such a turn on. Temptation won and I slipped my hand under the band of her sweatpants. She didn't have any boxers on, and I gasped once I realized that. Emily smirked and rasped, "Surprised?"

"Pleasantly." I started to tug down on the band, but Emily stopped me.

"Woah there. What're you doing?"

"I want to."

"Babe, you don't—"

"Please? Let me give you this."

"I-I don't want you to feel... to feel like you owe me this or anything. You know?"

"I know and I don't. I just want to, Emily."

"Really?"

I smiled and nodded, "Mmhmm." She let me proceed so I pulled her sweatpants down and let her dick spring out. It was already rock hard and leaking precum. I grabbed the base of it and practically drooled at the sight as I admired, "You're already leaking for me, baby."

"You've been running your hand all over me for the last 15 minutes, it was bound to happen."

I slowly stroked her up and down, "Why didn't you say anything?"

"It's not your job to get me off."

I bit my lip and teased, "Mmm but I love doing it." I kissed her tip and then shifted lower on the bed, placing my head at the same level as her crotch. I spit over her cock and let my saliva trickle down, making Emily groan in pleasure. My mouth surrounded her before sliding down her length, letting her hit the back of my throat.

A low moan left Emily's lips, "Fuuuck." I bobbed my head up and down, adding more rhythm to my movements to move along smoothly. Emily brushed my hair back and gently placed her hand on top of my head, "That's so good, baby... Yeahh just like that, just like that. Mmm fuck, JJ." I licked up the underside of her cock and then drifted down to her balls, taking one in my mouth before releasing it with a pop. Emily was moaning my name deeply, encouraging me to pay attention to her length again. My eyes watered as I held her in the back of my throat, keeping her there for a few seconds until I started to gag. Emily chuckled breathlessly, "You look so fucking hot gagging on my cock like that. So pretty. My pretty little girl." I moaned around her shaft as as I felt my stomach clench from the praise. The vibrations made Emily breathe faster and pant, "Shit, JJ! You're so fucking good at this, I love having your mouth on me... God, I'm gonna cum so hard, baby! You want me to cum down your throat? Yeah?"

I nodded and kept moving up and down on Emily, milking her cum higher and higher. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and a deep moan resonated in her throat as she came into my mouth. I swallowed the warm, salty substance and licked up any rogue drops that spilled down her cock. I kissed up her bare abdomen, stopping at the bottom of her sports bra, and then looked at her face-to-face. I nuzzled my nose against hers and softly asked, "How was that?"

Emily panted, "Gets better and better every time."

I giggled, "Yeah?"

"Mmhmm. You always make me feel so good. Can I repay the favor?" Her hands started drifting up and down my sides, sending tingles down my spine.

"No, Em, that's okay. I'm tired anyway."

"Well I could just do all the work."

"Really it's okay. This was just for you."

She smiled and tucked some hair behind my ear, "I'm just the luckiest person in the world then, aren't I?"

"I think you are."

Emily laughed, "Oh really, you're gonna be cocky like that?" She wrapped her arms around my belly, tickling me as we tumbled onto our sides and I erupted into giggles. I wiggled my legs back and forth as Emily pecked all over my neck and rubbed over my stomach, laughing loudly. In a split second, she could make me forget about all my pain and worries. For that, I owed her everything.