Ziall-One Shots

Do You Even Love Me?

Tumblr Prompt- Hey , could you do à ziall where zayn is doing all the romantic stuff like getting a tattoo with niall name on it and stuff like that but niall is like "im bored , lets fuck" and zayn thinks niall is just using him so he leaves but niall comes after and have a breakdown and tell zayn how much he Loves him!

Zayn's Pov:

I've always had feelings for Niall, He's the first real person that I've ever actually loved. It's sort of like a childhood sweetheart. We grew up together, Attending the same nursery, The same school's, Were even at the same college together, Niall and I are inseparable. We went through stages together, A few years ago I started looking at Niall in a different way. He came out to me telling me he was gay, At first he thought I would be mad at him, Or that I'd push him away but how could I? Niall being gay meant that I actually stood a chance with him. My world broke when he got a boyfriend, I began seeing less and less of Niall until he became nothing but a memory. However his boyfriend wasn't what he made himself out to be, Infact he was an absolute prat, He used to bring Niall down, Make him feel bad about himself, I knew I could treat him better so when I saw my chance I took it. I told Niall how I felt, It turned out he felt the exact way he was just afraid to tell me, So we ended up together and were still here together two years later, Things were perfect for a long time, There was sweet nothings whispered, Random hugs, Small kisses, It was like the perfect romance, But then things started to change. I started doing small things for Niall, Just some romantic things to show him how much I love him, I planned special dates, I made him small things, Drew pictures of us for him to keep, I made him CD's of all his favourite music. I didn't expect anything in return from him, I mean why would I? His love it's enough for me, But a few months ago Niall and I slept together for the first time, Ever since it seems like that's all he wants to do, Whenever I surprise him with something it always ends with us in the bedroom, Now don't get me wrong I love Niall I really do but I'm starting to think our relationship is just built on sex, And if that's the case then what kind of relationship do we have? 

"Nialler! Guess what?!" I stated happily as I made my way into Niall's living room.

"What?" Niall asked with a smile on his face. 

"Well to celebrate our three year anniversary that's coming up I got a little something done" I informed him.

"What's that?" Niall asked as he stood up making his way over to me, I grinned before pulling my loose shirt down a little to reveal a tattoo over my heart, Niall's eyes widened.

"Do you like it?" I asked.

"It says my name" He whispered.

"I know, Because you own my heart, You always have" I whispered, Niall smiled before pulling me into a tight hug, I grinned happily as I held his body close to mine, My smile soon faded when I felt Niall's hand making it's way up my shirt, Why does he always do that?

"Ni what are you doing?" I asked.

"What's it look like?" Niall whispered.

"Ni no" I mumbled.

"Come on Zi, It's the perfect moment" Niall stated as he began lifting my shirt, I rolled my eyes before pulling my body away from his.

"No! This isin't the perfect moment Niall it never is! All you ever want to do is have sex with me! Sex is supposed to be special Niall it's not supposed to be something you just do for the sake of it! Do you even love me Niall?" I exclaimed as tears fell from my eyes.

"What kind of question is that? You know I love you!" Niall yelled.

"No I don't, All you ever want to do is have sex! Sex isin't a relationship Niall it dosen't prove anything!" I shouted back, Niall lowered his head. "You don't love me so I'll save you the trouble of saying it" I whispered before turning to leave the room.

"Zayn" Niall chocked out, I shook my head.

"Don't" I whispered before running out the room, I felt a hand grab mine and I knew instantly that the hand belonged to Niall.

"Zayn please don't go, Not like this" Niall chocked out, I shook my head refusing to look at him.

"What was I supposed to leave it at Niall? Until I officially can't take being used for sex?" I asked, Niall shook his head.

"It's not just about sex! Just let me explain!" Niall stated, I sighed before lowering my head. "Zayn I love you! I love you so much, But I've never done this before, I've never done a proper real relationship, I don't know how to show somebody that I love them other then having sex with them, With my ex that's all he made me feel that I have to offer, Your doing all these amazingly romantic things and I'm here giving you nothing, That's why I thought I could give you sex" Niall explained.

"Why would you think that about yourself? Why would you think all I want is sex? Niall I don't care if we never ever have sex as long as I have you in my arms that's all I care for, Just because I do things for you dosen't mean I want anything in return, I'm just showing you how much I love you that's all" I stated, Niall lowered his head.

"I know, I'm sorry" Niall whispered, I sighed before slowly making my way over to him, I then took Niall in my arms. "I'm so sorry" Niall cried out as he gripped onto me.

"It's ok" I whispered.

"Zi I love you, I really do" Niall exclaimed.

"I love you Nialler"