Ziall-One Shots

I Want

Tumblr Prompt: Can you do a one shot on wattpad about the song I want Crazy by Hunter Hayes? It reminds me of ziall so much<3 x

Niall's Pov:

Love has so many different meanings, There's a family love, A friendship love, A general love, Then there's a relationship love, A love that's strong and powerful, Love may have so many different meanings but there's one word that only has one meaning, That word is distance. The distance between something or someone, For anybody who's separated from there loved ones they know how hard distance is. People say distance makes the heart grow founder but it dosen't, It makes the heart grow lonely and afraid. I didn't know what a long distance relationship meant until my dad announced he had been offered a new job, A job that would take me away from my home, My school, My friends, And my boyfriend Zayn. We've been apart now for a year and everyday it only gets harder, I can't stand being away from Zayn I miss all the memories we made together, Memories are all I have right now. Memories of his eyes, Our first date, Everything about him I miss, It actually physically hurts being away from him and I can't do it anymore, I sighed as I looked up flights from Ireland to Bradford one way, I need to see him, I need to be with him.

I took a deep breath as I walked out the airport into the cold Bradford air, I couldn't wait to see Zayn and be in his strong embrace again, I can't wait to look in his brown eyes and just melt right there on the spot. I need my heart to feel whole again. I slowly made my way to a taxi before climbing in and giving the man directions to Zayn's home. Scenery flew past me as I leaned back against the car seat, I watched as buildings passed me, A smile spread across my lips as we drove past the local park, The park where Zayn and I had our first date and shared our first kiss, Every place in Bradford contained a memory, A memory that Zayn and I had together. Maybe I'm crazy for coming back, But I don't care, People say talking to Zayn on the phone and skyping him is good enough, But I don't want good enough, I want everything, I want Zayn with me physically, I want to watch him wake up every morning, I don't want to just sit there and remember the times we shared together, Just remembering it's not enough and it never will be, So maybe I am crazy, But I'm crazy for Zayn.

"Niall! Your home!" Zayn exclaimed as he opened the frontdoor, A smile spread across both our faces as I dropped my luggage to the floor, I then flung myself into Zayn's waiting arms, My heart was pounding as the memory of his scent and touch took over my senses, It wasn't just a memory anymore, This was real.

"I missed you so much" I whispered as I clung onto him tightly. 

"I missed you too, But what are you doing here? Why didn't you call and tell me you was coming?" Zayn questioned as we pulled away.

"It wasn't planned, I just woke up and decided I'd had enough, I don't want to just have our memories Zayn, There perfect in everyway, But there not enough for me. I want to feel your touch everyday, Feel your lips graze against mine, I wanna be scared and know your there to protect me, I want to feel no matter if it's wrong or right. People say you can survive long distance if your love is strong, Our love is strong Zayn but I can't survive it I need you to be with me always,  I don't want to just see you once every other month, I don't want blown kisses or air hugs that you can't feel" I exclaimed, Zayn nodded his head.

"Niall our love is strong enough to withstand anything including distance, But this whole time being away from you it's been physically painful, Now I keep thinking it's all a dream, That your gonna disappear at any second and it's going to feel the way it did the day you left" Zayn explained as he pulled me into the house, I closed the door behind me before allowing Zayn to pull me into the sitting room, A smile spread across my face as I remembered the days we would spend cuddled on that chair, With junk food, And films we never watched because we were to busy paying attention to eachother. 

"I can't stand being away from you Zayn, I don't care what people think is right or what our parents say love means, To me love means being with you and if I have to leave everything behind just to be with you again I'm going to do it, I've already done it" I stated, Zayn smiled.

"Your crazy Niall" He whispered.

"People do crazy things when there so desperately inlove, I'm not going to live my life on memories, Wondering when I'll see you again, I want to be with you always, I want us to make more memories that we can look back on together, Maybe I am crazy but it's only because I'm crazy in love" I exclaimed.

"Were crazy together" Zayn said, I nodded my head before leaning forward and capturing Zayn's lips in mine, We kissed passionately for as long as our lungs would deny us of air. Maybe love can survive a long distance, But to me it's not about a long distance relationship, It's the person I'm in a relationship with, I can't live without Zayn and more to the point I don't want to, I'm not being selfish I'm being honest, I want Zayn and now I'm back with him I'm never letting go.