Ziall-One Shots

I Can't Watch You Do This

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Niall’s Pov:

Why her? Why would he pick her? Why would he choose to spend the rest of his life with her? They barely know eachother and really it’s to soon for him to even be considering a lifetime commitment. I don’t hate her, I really don’t, I just don’t get what he see’s in her, They have nothing in common, They don’t even hardly see eachother and when they do Zayn’s to tired all he wants to do is sleep. Zayn’s rushing into everything. Maybe all of what I’m saying only makes sense to me, Maybe I’m only saying this because I’m jealous, I’m inlove with Zayn, Have been for a long time. Ever since the engagement was announced I couldn’t bring myself to smile about it, It’s just one of those things you can’t fake happiness for no matter how much you try. I couldn’t congratulate him, I couldn’t even comment about it, When I read the rumours of me maybe being the best man I felt sick, I can’t stand back and watch him do this, I can’t pretend to be happy for him when underneath it all I’m heartbroken.

I’ve been distant and not my normal cheery self ever since it was all announced, I don’t think he’s noticed if I’m being honest, He’s to busy making plans I suppose. Nobody’s noticed the pain in my eyes the only one who has is Harry, He saw the hurt in my eyes, Noticed the heartache and he confronted me about it, I didn’t even try to hide how I was feeling I just blurted everything out, He couldn’t say anything, He couldn’t make the pain better, All he could do was hold me in his arms and allow me to cry, So that’s what he did, He’s been there for me.

“Ni what’re you doing up so early?” Harry asked, A sigh left my lips as I gazed out the window.

“He’s with her right now isin’t he?” I asked as I looked up, Harry sighed before pulling me into a tight hug, He’s the only person who saw my pain, But there’s nothing he can do about it.

Tonight's Zayn’s stag do, I couldn’t bring myself to go, I’m not even going to the wedding tomorrow, I can’t sit there and watch him give his life away, I can’t sit through him promising to love her forever, I can’t watch him make the biggest mistake of his life, My heart would literally be ripped from my chest. I’d switched my phone off knowing I’d get calls from the lads asking where I was, Harry said he’d tell them I wasn’t feeling well. I knew Zayn would never forgive me but I can’t bring myself to care anymore. I was currently laid down on my bed staring at the ceiling, What’s he doing right now? Getting drunk? Telling the boys how amazing she is? Getting a lap dance? Is he pissed off at me for not turning up? I sighed before rolling over onto my side, A stray tear slid down my face that I quickly wiped away, I then stood up and made my way into my bathroom, I placed the plug into the drain before turning on the tap and beginning to run a bath, As I looked up I saw my appearance in the mirror, My eyes were red and puffy, I had bags underneath them, I looked broken, Exactly how I felt on the inside. The water had been running for a few minutes before I heard knocking coming from my frontdoor, I considered ignoring it, Whoever it was would go away, But they didn’t, The knocking only got louder and more ruthless, I sighed again before turning off the water and making my way out the bathroom, I then opened the frontdoor.

“What’s going on with you Niall?” Zayn stated as he marched into my apartment, I shut the door behind him.

“I don’t wanna talk about it” I said.

“Well were going to, It’s my stag do and my best man isin’t there and don’t even think of telling me your ill cause you ain’t” Zayn exclaimed.

“I told you I don’t wanna be your best man” I mumbled, Zayn groaned.

“What the hell is your problem Niall?!” Zayn yelled.

“My problem? My problem is your making the biggest mistake of your life and you don’t even see it!” I snapped.

“What?” Zayn questioned.

“Your making a mistake, Rushing into things, Going to fast, Everyone thinks it but nobodys saying it! Everyone knows this is a mistake except for you!” I exclaimed, I’d finally snapped.

“Well it’s nobody elses business” Zayn said.

“Those people who’s business it ain’t care about you, They fucking love you! I love you Zayn more than she ever will but you don’t see it!” I cried out, Zayn’s eyes widened. “I’m inlove with you” I cried out, Zayn stood there gobsmacked. “J-Just go” I weeped before turning around, Zayn grabbed hold of my arm but I pulled my arm from his grasp.

“Niall” He chocked out, I shook my head.

“No, No ok, No, I’ve been inlove with you for so long and all you’ve done is hurt me! You haven’t even noticed how miserable I am, Why do you think I haven’t congratulated you? Or helped you make plans? Why do you think I wasn’t there tonight? Because I can’t do it! I can’t watch you give your life away to somebody else” Zayn’s eyes shattered.

“Niall” He whispered.

“Don’t, Don’t ok? This it’s hard enough, It’s hard enough knowing you want her, It’s bad enough knowing you’ll never feel the same way I do, You don’t even care about me do you know how much that hurts me?! Just respect my decision Zayn, I can’t watch you marry her” I cried out, Zayn opened his mouth to speak.

“I can’t” Zayn whispered.

“Zayn please, Don’t, Don’t ask me to do it Zayn, Don’t ask me to watch you marry her because I can’t” Zayn grabbed hold of my hand and pulled me closer to him, I closed my eyes quickly turning my head away. “If you marry her tomorrow I won’t be there” I stated.

“Niall look at me” Zayn said calmly. “Niall please” Zayn pleaded, I looked up with tear filled eyes, Zayn slowly raised his hand and wiped away my tears. “Why didn’t you tell me how you felt?” He asked.

“I was scared” I whispered.

“You should have told me, Do you know how different things would be if you did?” Zayn asked, I looked down again.

“I’m too late you don’t need to rub it in my face” I exclaimed as I tried getting out of his grip, But Zayn only held on tighter, He pulled me even closer so he could wrap his arms around me.

“I settled for second best” Zayn whispered into my ear, I looked up at him with confused eyes. “I didn’t think you felt the same as me, I love her, But I love you more I always have” Zayn said.

“What’re you saying?” I cried.

“I’m saying I love you” I stated before pressing his lips against mine, I kissed him back straight away with no hesitation at all, I wanted this, I needed this.

“What about the wedding tomorrow?” I asked, Zayn smiled as he stroked my cheek.

“It’s off” He stated, My heart warmed.

“People will hate me” I whispered.

“Who cares what they think? I want you nothing anybody says can change that” Zayn said.

“And Perrie?” I questioned.

“She knows what you mean to me” He replied as he ran his thumb across my cheek.

“I love you” I stated, Zayn smiled.

“I love you too” He replied before pressing our lips together once again, The wedding didn’t happen, People were more understanding then I thought they would be, I was afraid people would hate me, But when I saw the support we were getting my heart warmed, And when I stepped outside I had Zayn beside me holding my hand tightly, I had him and I had his love, I went through a painful road but I finally reached the end, I got my happy ending.