Beautiful

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Tumblr Prompt: can you write a ziall oneshot where niall's really insecure and zayn comforts him, cuddling, cheek kisses, but they don't actually have feelings for each other. just fluff. ^.^ thaanks

Niall's Pov:

Nobody is perfect, Nobody is perfect in every single way. We don't all look like pictures in magazines, We don't always have the perfect face, Nobody has perfect skin with no spots or pimples. All people have something about themselves that they wish they could change, Something they aren't fully happy with, What makes us want to change those things even more is when other people point it out, When someone turns around and calls you fat or ugly on the outside you don't appear bothered by it, But on the inside it's like being kicked full force in the gut by somebody who's wearing metal shoes. I'm not confident about my looks or my body, No I don't advertise it to the world but I have insecurities, If I'm being honest the only thing I actually like about myself is my eyes, How bad is that? How much torment does a person have to go through to make them turn around and say they hate everything about themselves? I sighed as I looked up gym equipment on the internet, Before I was in one direction I didn't have many people judging me, I didn't have people pointing out all my imperfections, But now I do, People are making comments about me everywhere I look, People are making hate accounts about me, Making comments about my teeth, My body, My hair, My face. I took a deep breath as I looked through the gym equipment. I could use a treadmill each day and when were on tour I could just go to the gym. I was snapped from my thoughts when my doorbell ringing sounded in my ears, I quickly placed my laptop on the couch before standing up and making my way to the door, I looked through the peep hole to find Zayn stood there, A smile spread across my face as I opened it.

"Nialler!" Zayn stated as he walked into my apartment, I closed the door before pulling him into a hug. 

"Alright mate, Fancy a beer?" I asked as we pulled away, Zayn nodded his head before making his way over to my couch, I smiled before walking into the kitchen and grabbing us both a beer, I then made my way into the living room to find Zayn looking at my laptop.

"Why you looking at gym gear?" Zayn asked as I walked over to him.

"Just wanna get into shape" I replied.

"Since when?" Zayn questioned as he took the beer from my hand.

"Since I realized I never do any exercise" I said with a fake smile, Zayn looked at me before shaking his head.

"Niall, The truth, Now" Zayn stated, I sighed before looking down.

"I just wanna get into shape, The rest of you guys are more ripped then me" I mumbled, Zayn shook his head.

"Why's this suddenly bothering you now Nialler?" Zayn asked, I shrugged my shoulders. "You've been reading hate comments about yourself again haven't you?" Zayn stated, I hesitated for a moment before nodding my head.

"I didn't set out to do it, I was just on twitter and I came across it, Once I read one I continued reading more" I whispered, Zayn sighed before placing his beer can on the table he then placed his arm around me and pulled me against his chest. 

"Niall the people who are hating on you they aren't our fans, They don't mean a thing, They sit behind a computer hating on people because they have nothing better to do with there lives, Ni you got so many people that love and care about you, Our true fans love and care about you and I can guarantee there all sticking up for you and trying to trend something about how amazing you are" Zayn stated, Small tears fell from my eyes. 

"I know, But-"

"But nothing! Niall I love you so much and any person who calls themselves a fan of ours who hates on you I won't call a directioner because they aren't, Our true fans love us all Niall, Your one of the most beautiful guys I've ever met Niall, So what you don't have a six pack or abs, You don't need things like that to be beautiful, What makes a person beautiful is when they have a heart of pure gold and a personality that allows them to get on with anybody, You have all those things, Not only are you beautiful but you also have a beautiful heart, Your always there for people giving them the best advice you can, When there down you always bring a smile to there face, Whenever you laugh you make other people wanna join in, Niall in everyway your perfect and if you even think of changing I'll never forgive you for it" Zayn explained, A small smile spread across my face. 

"I won't change" I mumbled.

"Promise me that" Zayn said.

"I promise" I stated, Zayn smiled before grabbing the TV remote. 

"Good, Now let's watch Derby win the game!" Zayn said, I grinned happily before nodding my head, I then quickly stood up. "Where you going?" Zayn asked.

"To order a pizza can't watch football without pizza" I yelled as I walked into the kitchen, I could hear Zayn's laughter echoing off the walls, I don't know what I'd do without him in my life. 

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