🖤💜Redolence Of Yours💜🖤 (Taehyung×OC)

14. Hold me Tight

🖤💜: I didn't know how worshipping does miracles until you showed me by yourself. When you hold me, I can feel my skin and when you touch me I feel alive. So hold me tight, breathe me in until I can't make difference between you and me💜🖤

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He didn't know what was happening.

Like the red string of fate, she was attached to his existence but the knots were hanging loose; so loose that he was afraid all the time of the fact that it would slip through his fingers.

Just like it was happening right now.

He didn't want to sound like a desperate horny teenager or a love sick puppy but he couldn't help it when he saw her walking towards the door. He was done being alone.

"STAY!"

The voice that was fighting with his insides spoke up, while he waited for the consequences to crash down. Lying on his bed, he closed his eyes and kept breathing, waiting to be greeted by either warmth of his safe place or the cold of loneliness. He was always prepared for the worst which helped him in many difficult situations of his life so he wouldn't lie if he said that he was quite surprised when he felt a familiar pair of arms wrapping around his shivering body.

"Please.... "

Sun could feel the immense pain in the single word that hit her from behind. She turned back, saw the heart wrenching other half of her mind and didn't wait for a single moment there. She dropped her belongings right on the floor and rushed to him.

"Hey!" She took him in her arms, "I'm here. I'm here.... "

Within a second he hid himself on her embrace and burst into tears.

"Please... I don't wanna be alone! Don't leave! They'll eat my head up! Please... "

"Shh! It's okay, it's okay.... I'm right here."

Lump formed on her throat as she held her own tears back. His pain and suffering was channeling through her like their minds were intertwined and Sun couldn't do anything but rock the crying mess back and forth like a baby, giving him as much comfort as in her capacity.

"You hate me, don't you now?" He said between his sobs, stabbing on her heart each time. "I didn't listen to you and now I caused you so much trouble... You hate me... Because I'm stubborn... That's why you don't want me.. You don't love me... "

"O my God!" Sun jerked him in front of her, holding his chin. "Why would you say that? I don't hate you? How can someone hate you? Stop blaming yourself!"

"No! You do! You were yelling at me! Just like Appa... He hates me too that's why he always yells at me..." He was whimpering uncontrollably, "I can't do this anymore.... I'm so scared... Appa... All because of me, I didn't listen to Appa.. I cause trouble to everyone. Jin hyung is in trouble because of me, you are in trouble because of me... If only, if only I had listened to him and dropped studying... "

"Jagi... "

With the single word, Sun leaned forward and touched their foreheads, wiping his constantly flowing tears away with her thumb.

"Jagi-ah... " She called him sweetly again. "Talk to me. What happened?"

She remembered the conversation he had with his brother in the middle of the event. Hovering on his figure, she made him lay down on the bed while holding him close.

"Appa... " He was having trouble even breathing.

"Stop crying.. You're not alone! I'm right here!"