Distant ✰djs✰

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eliza looked up at my face with surprise and spoke up, ''what the hell is going on?''the stinging voice of eliza fell upon my ear making me more frightened. 

i know that brat did this on purpose. 

i awkwardly moved in my place with my sight on the ground, ''we both are dating'' i quietly let out and looked at adam whose jaw dropped. 

''dating? since when?'' he sounded off so loud that the students already had their gaze on me. ''for weeks now. i was about to tell you. it all started at eliza's house on the day i brought her back in a drunken state'' i let out as i shifted my glance to eliza.  ''now the next thing you tell me is that you did some shit in my kitchen'' she spoke up again. ''nasty? as in?'' i said surprisingly not feeling that the erotic make out we had was considered nasty. 

i and daniel never went that sensual after that one day. 

there was tension between us but i wasn't ready for any of it. ''i don't know probably had sex?'' adam spoke as they both nodded. ''no we both didn't.'' i let out. 

''but why are you dating him? what if he hurts you?'' eliza said. ''he won't. i swear'' i answered back. 

eliza rolled her eyes and shook her head in pure objection. ''you are being delusional right now. don't even pretend that you didn't see him kiss angela on the first day'' eliza spoke and i was left a little startled. i opened up my mouth to argue but soon nibbled my lower lip. ''i dont know what possible excuse you have for sating a person who sleeps with every other girl he passes'' eliza stated and started to walk to her class. adam went silent. i dont know how he felt. dating your best friend's brother was not the best decission of my life. i decided to follow along the path but rushing behind eliza or adam. 

no matter what i mumble they are just worried for me. and after emily referring to daniel kissing angela, everything in my mind was kind of cluttered. were he and angela a thing? 

are they still? no! i hesitated my own train of thoughts as i got into my first class. i saw adam sitting in  our everyday place. i went and took a seat beside him. an unwanted guiltiness started up in my heart. ''are you mad at me for dating your brother?'' i asked him. my head was low. my eyes glaring into the desk.  ''no i am not mad at you for dating him, i am just curious as to why you hid it?'' he answered. 

''i was just...scared'' i told him, knowing that if he asked me, why i was scared, i would have no explanation. ''i understand. as long as you are happy with him, i am happy for you. and eliza. she will come around'' adam said. i glanced into his eyes. he had tiny genuine smile flashed across his face. i felt a lot better and smiled back at him. 

1:35pm 

my classes came to an end quickly today. everything between me and adam was like before. i didn't cross paths with eliza for the rest of the day.

 i began to head back to my dorm. i still have to make it up to her. 

i know it was my fault to lie to her. 

as the thought of eliza struck my mind, the whole daniel and angela thing popped up. i wont lie, it came to mind a thousand times today. they did kiss at the party. he seems every close with her. too close. i jerked my head lightly as i opened the door. i went it. daniel was cleaning up his bed. he turned back as he heard the door opening. ''hey baby'' he spoke out heartily. 

he stepped towards me while i shut the door. he grabbed my bag away from me softly as he placed his delicate lips on mine. ''how was your day?'' he asked me. ''it was good'' i responded trying trying to maintain an honest smile but thoughts in my mind made it difficult. i took the bag from his hand and started to walk to my bed. ''is everything ok?'' he said from behind. i sat on my bed and started to untie my shoe lace. ''yeah everything is ok'' i answered back. he took a seat beside me.

 his hands braced mine. he moved his body towards me. his muscular chest touching my forearm. ''tell me what is it?'' he asked now whispering in the most soothing voice to calm me. i looked into his blue eyes fillet with a lot of affection. i gathered up all the bravery in my gut. ''whats going on between you and angela?''