Distant ✰djs✰

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''this is why you didn't want to come'' daniel spoke looking into my eyes. ''no no its now what you think'' i defended myself as i started to take steps towards him. he elevated his hand in the air indicating to stop. he took small steps towards adam until he reached in front of him exactly. ''can you stop having everything i love?'' daniel asked him while his voice cracking. ''its not like that'' adam spoke up with guilt plastered across his face. ''daniel'' i whispered out. he turned back and started to walk out of the room. i looked at adam. ''i am sorry. but i have to go'' i spoke up hastily as i ran out of the room towards the halls. daniel was just a few steps away from me. 

''daniel its not like that'' i shouted from behind not caring if anyone had their eyes on me or not. i didn't want to hurt daniel. he was not jealous he was afraid. afraid that i might choose adam over him like his father. 

like most people in his life. he got near his car. i ran up fast and got between his car and him. 

i placed my hand on both of cheeks. ''daniel, it not what you think. listen out'' i said with tears almost on the verge of falling. ''i just wanna go home'' he said not making eye contact. ''i will come along'' i said without thinking twice. ''do whatever you want'' he replied. i got to the other side and sat in. 

daniel started the car and began to drive. none of us said anything. i kept on taking glanced at him but he didn't bother. we reached his house. he started to walk away already. we both walked into his big house quietly. i followed daniel to his room like a lost puppy. he sat on his bed. i stood there by his tabel. ''what am i to you?'' suddenly daniel spoke up. i felt loss of words. i walked towards him and took a seat beside him. 

i placed my hand over his and caressed. ''i love you maya. and i dont feel good putting you in such situations'' he spoke out. tears rolled down his cheeks. ''i love you too daniel. adam is just my friend nothing more'' i told him trying to hold back my own tears. he looked up at me. his eyes were red. ''i am so sorry for being like this. i did not want to loose another woman to him. i am sorry for-'' i cut him off by placing my lips over his.

 i wanted his argument to stop. i know what he means. he didn't have to explain himself. 

i lifted my body a little bit and moved over his lap. i wrapped my legs around his waist. 

his hands placed on lower back pressing my fragile body against his vigorous one. his other hand stroking my hair. ''i know what you want me to know. i will never leave you. not for adam'' i mumbled between the kiss and gently wiped away his tears and caressed his cheeks. i am seeing him cry for the very first time and it was because of me.  my hand crawled under his shirt. i could feel the warmth of his body over my palm. he quickly held my hand as he pulled away. ''baby'' he exhaled slowly. 

'' i don't want to do it if you don't want to. you don't have to prove me anything. i am fine'' he mumbled through heavy breathing. ''i want to'' i almost whispered and he looked into my eyes. he was a little surprised at first but then he just went back kissing me.