Distant ✰djs✰

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''baby'' he slowly whispered.his voice evident of pain.

''daniel, is everything ok?'' i spoke as i held his arm and pulled him inside, afraid someone might seem him drunk. ''no'' ''why? what's wrong'' i asked him as i placed my palms over his cheeks. ''everything'' he spoke as he leaned closer and started to kiss me. 

his hand wrapped around my waist. he pressed me against his body as he continued to kiss me. ''what are you saying?'' i pulled away. ''you know i love you right? how much i care about you. i would do anything for you'' ''yeah'' i nodded being upset at his state. ''then forget everything. i love you. i care only about you'' he spoke and leaned back to kiss me. his hand went under my shirt and he unclasped my bra. he rubbed my bare back as he shifted his kisses to my neck. 

i tilted my head giving him access. i let my arms drape around his neck, my fingers running through his silky hair as he continues kissing. he led me to his bed without breaking the kiss.  he pushed me and then hovered above me. ''baby, i am in love with you and i mean it. you are not my fling.'' he spoke against my skin as he lowered his mouth on my body. 

next morning...

 i woke up to the feeling of stinging pain in my lower core. last night was too rough. it was as painful as the first one. 

i squinted at the light and looked around. daniel was sitting on my bed. he had his eyes on me. ''daniel'' i spoke with hardship, trying to awaken fully.  soon he got up and walked to me. he squatted in front of the bed and cupped my face. ''i am sorry for being so rough. i didn't mean to hurt you'' he spoke out with guilt visible in his eyes in the form of tears. i rubbed his cheeks lightly as i sat up straight. ''i am fine daniel. you didn't hurt me'' i lied to lessen the concern in him. 

he tilted his head to the side as his frown deepened.''baby i know you are lying to make me feel better'' he spoke and i sighed out  not knowing how to make him feel better. i intertwined my hand with his. i kissed the back of his hand as i looked into his eyes. a warm smile on my face. ''no baby, its really ok'' i uttered. he leaned forward and kissed my lips. ''you wont go to your lectures today right?'' he spoke as he pulled away. i didn't have any will to attend. my muscles felt quite sore.

 i nodded a no and he agreed. ''i want to attend just one class today. after that  i will drop you some pills since i didn't use protection yesterday'' he spoke as he picked his bag laying on the bed. 

2:40pm...

i had freshen up. i was tidying up the room when suddenly my phone rang. i went and saw it was eliza. i picked up the call and brought the phone to my ear. 

maya- hiiii

eliza- where the hell are you?

maya-what happened?

eliza- maya! where are you? come meet me in the shower room. 

she hang up before i could answer. her voice was filled with so much trouble and hurry. i immediately started to walk up. strangely i felt everyone's eyes set upon me. i don't know if  i was overthinking but i sensed some girls looking at me. pushing off my doubts, i walked into the washroom and saw eliza standing at the counter. ''eliza. what happened?'' i asked her as i shut the door. ''maya, what were you thinking?'' she almost screamed making me flinch. 

''what are you talking about?'' ''i am talking about this'' she picked up her phone, with a few taps she opened instagram and almost shoved her phone into my face. my eyes widened as i saw the post. 

it was me changing in the closet, half naked. i yanked the phone out of her hand. swiping, i found out more photos. These were probably taken the night I came from the fair with daniel.

getting worse with each photo, in the end there was a video. ''do you know how bad this is maya?'' eliza let out. 

i didn't know how to react or what to say. suddenly the door opened and the person walked in, whom at the moment i was ready to kill. ''oh look who is here?'' angela spoke with a smirk across her face.