Distant ✰djs✰

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we both walked hand in hand into the restaurant. it was quite big. 

''like it?'' daniel asked me. ''love it'' i answered back with a smile. 

we both walked over to our table. he pulled back the chair and i sat down smiling at him. 

''quite a gentleman'' i said to him and he winked at me and spoke ''i am.'' 

45 minutes later...

the dinner came to an end. both of us decided to walk along the park that was beside the restaurant. i and daniel walked along the lighted paths. our hand intertwined with each other. 

''so what about your mom?'' he asked me. ''she left us long ago. it has always been me and my dad'' i answered back with a smile. ''oh i am sorry'' he spoke out. ''its nothing different for me. my mother left me when i was a kid too and my dad has never been there for me either'' he spoke out his eyes gazing into mine.  ''do you miss your mom?'' i asked him. ''never'' he spoke and a low chuckle followed. ''don't lie to me'' i spoke out trying to hold firm eye contact. ''i don't know. i guess i am not supposed to miss her. shouldn't i feel hate and anger?'' he spoke out. we both took a pause in our walking. 

he leaned against one of the light pole and i stood in front of him. ''sometimes the most are the ones that cross my mind the most'' i replied and leaned against him. 

''i hate my mom but you know there are days when i want her'' i added. he cupped my face and kissed my forehead. ''i have accepted the truth'' he spoke as he pressed his forehead against mine. 

next day, 1:50pm

i was sitting on eliza's couch handing her probably her hundredth tissue paper as she continued crying. ''its okay eliza. he is an assohole'' i said.  ''yeah..but he is so funny and attractive'' she sobbed again. 

''eliza!'' i almost shouted as i lost my patience. ''you are just crying for the past 45 minutes. are you gonna tell me what jack did?'' i spoke out. she nodded a yes understanding i had lost it.  ''he said we kept on fighting...so it was better if we... broke up'' she started crying again and i was ready to throw hands at this point. i hit her with a pillow on the couch. 

''what was that?'' she spoke out looking at me. ''just because you both broke up doesn't mean that's the end of your life. stop skipping classes for him. let me tell, he is not bothered by this like you. just move one now'' i gave her the best talk i could. she looked at me a little startled at my sudden shouting and then she got up, rubbing her face. 

''yes. i have to move on'' she sniffed through her words. her voice, was a little better than before. ''we will not die as virgins though, right?'' she spoke up. i hummed a little with an awkward smile. she looked at me for a second and her jaw was a little open. 

the only sentenced she managed to get out was, ''don't tell me you slept with daniel''