Distant ✰djs✰

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 ''don't tell me you slept with daniel'' i stood there frozen. not knowing what to say or how to defend. ''daniel...i...we'' i was stammering. 

which made the situation even worse. ''oh god. maya. i can't believe you! you have known him only for 3 months'' she shouted at me with so much anger in her voice. ''i love him eliza. its not just a fling relationship'' i defended. 

''you both are moving too fast. don't you think so maya? he came into your life, you hated him , kissed, started dating, said i love you and had sex. isn't it too early for all that?'' she let out. ''calm down eliza. we both know what we are doing'' i let out as i crossed my arms. leaning back on the couch i thought about what eliza said. we were moving fast but it didn't feel forced. it felt natural. 

eliza let out a gush of air as she took a seat beside me. ''i don't want to scare you but i just don't want you to be hurt in the end'' she said. 

friday, 7:00 pm

i was astonishing on my bed as i went though my exam list. every time i looked at our exam dates, i felt more frustrated. i threw my head back as a grown left my mouth. 

''they think we are robots'' i complained. ''maya, just because you curse at the university, the dates won't change'' daniel said. i looked over at him. he was standing by his bed folding his clothes and placing them in the closet. ''but still. i barely have time to prepare'' i let out and run my hand through my hair. ''shall we go home tomorrow?'' he asked out of nowhere. i looked at him in disbelief. ''are you serious right now? i have barely anytime to prepare and you think we should go home?'' i let out with a low sigh. ''for studying baby. we can study tomorrow. there's still a weekend to prepare for your first paper so instead of spending it in this boring room we can study at my home'' he spoke as he took small steps towards me. i looked into his blue eyes for a few seconds thinking about what he suggested. 

''ok'' i said and he immediately leaned upon the bed and placed a soft kiss on my lips. 

saturday, 12:25 am

''daniel stop being an ass'' i shout frustratedly as i clicked the switches on the controller to score the goal. ''you don't know how to play.'' he answered back, his gaze fixed on the screen. ''yes i don't know how to play with a cheater'' i shot back at him as i rapidly started to shift the controller. ''yes!''  i squealed as i gained the victory at the match.

''right on your face'' i piped up looked at daniel who had tiny defeated face. ''i let you win on purpose since you lost the past 4 matches'' he responded peeking at me. ''i am such a good boyfriend'' he amplified as he nodded his head acknowledging himself. ''oh really? or you don't want to accept the defeat?'' i taunted him as i kissed his cheeks. he set his hand on my waist as he pulled me up in one swift move and made me land on his lap. his hands resting on my waist. in a blink of an eyes, he started to tickle my abdomen making me a laughing mess just in mere second. ''i am sorry'' i barely manage to let through my giggles as i hold onto his shirt over his chest for support.

he finally stopped and pulled me closer to attach his lips to mine. his tongue brushed on my lower lips as if asking for permission. his hands crawled under my shirt. he started to undo my bra. i pressed my hand on his chest and pulled away. ''no. you are not getting it daniel'' i spoke with a smile.

 ''why?'' he whined as he started to leave kisses on my neck. his hands pushing me more into him.  i didn't doubt him before, but since i eliza put out her thoughts, my mind was messed up.

 daniel immediately looked up into my eyes. his hands cupped my face. '' did i do something wrong? i am sorry. '' ''no it's not that but i don't wanna do this until exams are done'' i mumbled and he still had the-not-sure look on his face. ''you sure i didn't do something uncomfortable right? baby you can tell me'' his voice had so much concern meshed. i nodded with a smile as i pecked his lips and he smiled back relieving me a little. ''so tell me what we are gonna do now'' he asked.