Το Τετράδιο Της Μάγισσας (ΑΣΕ Συλλογή #2)

In my blood

You play for my love
Betting, guessing, taking chances
I stand there watching you
Running and catching every bait
I throw to you
Unexpected or expected

I play my cards as I want
Calculating my every step
I have many ways to make you fall
'Cause gaining your love was an easy game
I made you fall hard 'cause I fell
And it was unexpected or expected

So many nights spending in your mind
Wishing I could sleep in your hug
So many nights spending on my phone
Thinking of being the one you want
And it was for me

Like having a gunshot near my heart
A one who damn hurts so bad
Having the gun now ready to shoot my brains out
Taking all these voices out

Like having a knife in my palm
A sharp one ready to scar
Cut myself and let all the blood fall
Let it flood the room
Make a bloody pool
So I can sink beacause of me
'Cause I am the cause of all this shit
So I can sink
In my blood

There's only one side of you
The one I take advantage of
The one I experiment with
Giving my bad me control
Yeah I have a good side too
One that adores you

Yeah recently I feel like I'm a witch
Dressed as a sweet little fairy
Controlling you with my spells
Your little unexpierienced self
The game of the mouse and the cat
For me it was expected

So many nights wanting you so bad
Wishing I could feel your touch
So many nights dreaming of the feeling of your hands in my hair
Bringing me to my knees,
Begging me to stay,
But I knew I couldn't
And it was for me

Like having a gunshot near my heart
A one who damn hurts so bad
Having the gun now ready to shoot my brains out
Taking all these voices out

Like having a knife in my palm
A sharp one ready to scar
Cut myself and let all the blood fall
Let it flood the room
Make a bloody pool
So I can sink beacause of me
'Cause I am the cause of all this shit
So I can sink
In my blood

And what it was for me
Was a love that couldn't find a way
To make itself strong, to make it last
Two lovers who caught up in a game
That the one thought that it was fine to start

The one who thought that she was smarter
When the end neared couldn't face her sins
So she fought herself and was depressed
For something that shouldn't have been

But it felt so right

But you know all I wanted was a sign
All I wanted was a proof
That you're not a little boy
And you have that flame in you

The one I saw in your eyes
But I wanted to see you fight
Dominate all my feelings
Make me push my fears aside
Like a man

I wanted you for just a momemt to fight
And I'm still depressed 'cause all this it's for me

Like having a gunshot near my heart
A one who damn hurts so bad
Having the gun now ready to shoot my brains out
Taking all these voices out

Like having a knife in my palm
A sharp one ready to scar
Cut myself and let all the blood fall
Let it flood the room
Make a bloody pool
So I can sink beacause of me
'Cause I am the cause of all this shit
So I can sink
In my blood