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23. butterlies

Nick POV

I could hear his heavy breath. Suddenly he behaved very differently. He always seemed so safe and relaxed to me. Suddenly his heartbeat began to rise.
"The feeling that...", he said softly to my question.

"Karl?", I said quietly while my breath got heavier and slower. Unconsciously, my head moved closer to his.
"It feels like I've known you for a long time. As if we had already spent a lot of wonderful moments together. As if ... there was something", he eventually said when he broke the eye contact and slightly moved away from me.
"Do you...", he slowly looked up to me again, "...feel that too?"
His eyes were glassy and deep. My heart beat faster at the sight of him.

"I...I never felt something like that before", I began, "That in such a short time I ..." The words got stuck in my throat. Fuck, what was I doing here?
"If we are talking about the same thing...don't you think it's a bit too early?", he looked away again.
That was the moment, the moment were I had to make a decision. And I knew what I was gonna choose.
I took his chin and lifted it up so he'd look at me. I gave him a weak smile while my heartbeat rose higher. "I think", I whispered while looking down to his lips, "I think I want that" Than I looked back up into his eyes.

He raised his eyebrows and his eyes his eyes slowly widened.
"Do you...want that too?", I asked carefully.
"I-I,...", he stuttered, "I think so..."
My hand was still on his chin. Karl raised his hand and placed it on my arm. I thought that was probably my sign. I was so afraid to do something wrong, but I thought he thought that too with himself. I moved closer to him and pulled him closer to me by his chin. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach multiply.

I looked back and forth between his eyes and lips, he did the same. When we were only a few millimetres apart, I tilted my head slightly and lightly touched his lips with mine. He leaned closer to me and now pressed his lips against mine. His arms wrapped around me and my hand, which was on his chin, moved to his cheek. I grabbed his waist with the other. We kissed passionately for quite a while. Then I pushed him back so he landed on his back, leaned over him and pressed my lips to his again.

He wrapped his legs around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Then I released my tongue and pressed it against his mouth asking for permission to go in. He was slightly surprised and twitched his body briefly but finally opened his mouth for me then. When my tongue was in him, it began to play with his, all over the place we had in there. Karl started to moan a few times, which only made us both wilder.

Fuck, I wanted it. I wanted him so bad at this moment, but it was too early.
But when he pressed me closer and closer and played with my body, I could no longer hold myself in control and put my hand under his shirt. I ran over his torso and then finally let my hand go behind him. It slipped down to just before his ass and pulled him close to me. That's when he immediately pulled away from me with a shocked face.

"Fuck, Karl, I'm sorry, I didn't want to-", I tried to apologized but got interrupted by him.
"No, I...I actually want this too, it's just...it's too early..." He looked down.
"I know", I nodded.

"Do you think you can hold yourself in control? For a little more?", he asked, looking back up to me.
"What? Yeah, I- I think so...", then my face went to a smirk, "...can you?"
A smile formed on his face as well and he slowly crawled towards me before finally falling on me. Now he was on top. He pressed his lips against mine again roughly. My hand grabbed his waist again and pulled him closer to me. When I put my tongue in his mouth again, he gave me another small moan.

I then put my arms around him and turned us so that I was on top of him again. He wanted to say something, but he never got to it because I immediately connected our lips again. Then my lips moved down his head to his neck and went to work, making a few marks. It was hard to hold back, but I could. It was difficult to say whether that was the case with him too. He grabbed my hair and leaned his head back.
"This...is...", he said, heavily breathing and then got interrupted by another moan.
"...absolutely crazy", he eventually continued. It made me so crazy about him, there was no way I wanted to cross a line. I backed away from him and looked him in the eyes with a small smirk.

"Why did you stop?! Move on!", he complained.
"Karl", I said calmly while running my fingers over his lips, "I don't want to do something that makes you uncomfortable. I have problems myself not letting out everything I feel right now. It's going too fast, you think so, right?"
He looked me deep in the eyes. He looked sad, but also just before exploding. Then he leaned up slightly, grabbed my neck, and pulled me back down with him. He started kissing me again and under no circumstances did I want to break that off. I just couldn't understand what he was trying to give me in response.

Then he turned and pushed himself over me. Now he was on top of me again. I stared at him completely taken aback and watched him let his head come back towards me and connected our lips back together. He wasn't really lying on me, he was more like sitting on my lap and leaning down to me. While he kissed me, he held the top of my hoodie very tight and pulled on it a little. His hips made small movements that sat right on my dick. I don't think he was doing this on purpose, but it made me lose all control and I couldn't stop myself.

I grabbed his waist and pulled him close to me. Then I put my hand on his butt and let him rub against me in small movements.

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