"What's fine? You held it in for so long and I know you're silently crying"
"When you feel like this again, please . . . Don't leave yourself for too long. You're destroying yourself. And I can't bear to see you breaking"
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{ Song: I Need U - BTS }
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Jana was on her way back from Jimin's house. After dropping off his notes and checking on him, she planned to leave but was stopped by Jimin asking her to stay with him for some time. She could not refuse. She wanted to make sure he was okay. She knew he wouldn't suddenly be okay, and she was willing to stay beside him as he got himself together.
Jana and Jimin were very similar. In fact, what differentiated between them was a very trivial detail. They both overworked themselves, they both hated their image, they both starved. The only difference was that Jimin was driven by perfectionism, while Jana was driven by insecurities. And in the end, they both thought they weren't enough.
As soon as Jana listened to Jimin talk about his struggles, she could immediately relate. And so she endeavored to help him no matter what. Of course she didn't know that she herself would crash in the process, but she didn't mind. As long as it meant that Jimin would be alright, she didn't mind. She would figure something out for herself later. She left Jimin's house an hour later then started on her way to Jungkook's. She had promised him to hangout after all; they hadn't gotten the chance to meet as often as they used to due to exams approaching and their constant dance practice sessions.
She felt a tap on her shoulder that made her stop in place. Taking off her earphones, she turned around to see her friend smiling at her.
"Yo, J-hope! What's up?"
"Just taking a small break from studying. What about you?"
"On my way to Jungkook. He's been whining and rushing me for the past hour." She laughed.
"Jungkook, of course," The same unsettling feeling built up within him once again but he just shrugged it off. "Anyway, how is the choreography going for you? I hope I'm not pushing you too hard."
"Oh, It's fine. I think I pretty much got it but I'll keep practicing just in case."
"Yeah, who said we're stopping?" He chuckled. She laughed along but abruptly stopped.
"But, Hobi." He stopped to take in her expression. She suddenly got serious. "We need more breaks. Honestly I don't understand why we practice this much when we still have the second quarter. I don't mind practicing long hours a day but we need a couple of days off in between. Besides, we're busy with our everyday life, too."
"But we still need to practice hard! You're saying that we still have two months to practice but they will be up before you know it. And you can always manage your time, it won't be that hard."
"Look, you're all good dancers. And I'm quite decent if I do say so myself. Having more off days won't hinder us at all. Jimin and Jungkook also have their limits. If you push them too much they'll burn out."
