"What's fine? You held it in for so long and I know you're silently crying"
"When you feel like this again, please . . . Don't leave yourself for too long. You're destroying yourself. And I can't bear to see you breaking"
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{ Song: House Of Cards - BTS }
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"Shoes on, get up in the morn', cup of milk, let's rock and roll~" The sound of the alarm rang through the room. Jana groaned and shifted around in her bed. "I don't want to fucking rock and roll, shut the fuck up." She grabbed her phone and violently swiped to snooze but didn't go back to sleep. Instead, her eyes were open and focused on the ceiling. She mentally reviewed what she had to do for the day. Well, she had school for starters. She really hoped that Jimin would be there; classes without him were boring and unbearable. She had to turn in her extra chemistry assignments; fortunately, she was able to finish those fast and could finally be free from torture. Temporarily.
"Ah shoot!" She grumbled when she remembered that they had a practice session after school. She didn't want to see Hoseok so early after their incident two days ago; she couldn't predict how he would react, and she definitely didn't need any additional problems. Jana was astounded at how things could drastically change in a time period of less than a week. Her fight with her close friend whom she never thought would ever have any sort of disagreements with and her disorder that came crawling back to her. Why did all this happen?
She decided to stop overthinking for once and get on with her day. She finally got off the bed and headed to the bathroom to take a warm shower. She was stupid for believing that her mind could shut up for even just a minute. As soon as she got under the water, she found herself swallowed in a hurricane of her own thoughts. I'll have to leave before Seokjin starts with breakfast. Maybe I'll jog a little before school starts. Should I grab a small snack on the way? . . . Nah. Sigh, Jungkook will ask me about lunch again. Whatever, I'll just go to the library before he finishes his class. Hopefully he doesn't bring another pizza. How the heck does he like pineapple on his pizza, that psycho. Oh didn't Jungkook cut a pineapple with his bare hands before? I wonder if I can split an apple in half with just my hands. How many calories are in an apple again? I should ask Jimin to study with me later. Ughh, I don't want to go to school.
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The faint smell of books and coffee encircled the place. Little sounds of people flipping papers and typing on their keyboards worked as background music as Jana jotted down some notes. She was in a public library with Jimin after their school day was over, studying and reviewing some notes since their exams would start in less than two weeks. They had one more hour before meeting up with Jungkook and Hoseok to practice their choreography. Again.
"Can you tell Hobi that I won't be able to come today too?" Jimin whispered as to not disturb the other people sitting on the table.
"Did something happen?"
"No, Just granny needs my help today. She's moving back to Busan for a while."
