Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

Part two

Dan's POV

I had been on my laptop almost all day, like any other day, but I came across a fan art of Phan whilst looking through tumblr and it was a cute drawing of Phil and me cuddling. Normally when I looked at fan art, I would simply look at how well it was then continue my scrolling but for some reason, I stared at the fan art and smiled, remembering the last time Phil and I cuddled which was this morning when we woke up.

I began searching for more fan art to look at and smiled when I saw one of a cartoon of me and Phil holding hands and I was kissing Phil on the cheek.

Of course, we never did hold hands and I wouldn't have to guts to kiss Phil, not even on the cheek.

I sighed and continued scrolling upset about the fact that I was probably never going to be able to do any of those things.

"Boo!"

I screeched and threw my arms in the air before realizing it was Phil. It was just AmazingPhil.

He was giggling and his tongue poked out as he giggled, making me smile. I used to tease him about that when we first met and now I loved seeing that.

"You looked like a little girl!" Phil laughed.

"Oh shut up." I grinned, lightly and playfully pushing him.

"Whatcha looking at?" Phil sat beside me and looked at my laptop screen which now had an edit of Phil and I kissing. Whoever made that was brilliant.

I felt my face grow hot and I scrolled down, coughing.

"Looking at fan art."

"Aw that's cute!"

I stopped scrolling to see what Phil was talking about; it was a fan art of us two with Dil from The Sims 4 game we had been playing. In this fan art, we were a family and we were all cuddling on the sofa.

I grinned and glanced at Phil.

"I like it, it's like we're a family and Dil's our son- not that I actually want that to happen! I just- I mean, it's cute..." Phil stammered and I laughed, noticing how his cheeks flushed a bright pink.

I continued scrolling, stopping here and there and I came across another fan art. This one was a drawing of me holding an umbrella as we stood outside in the rain and the drawing of Phil was kissing the drawing of me.

"Why do our fans make these?" Phil questioned, standing up.

"Well isn't it obvious? They believe Phan is real." I forced myself to laugh even though it hurt to say that. I want it to be real, I wanted Phan to be an actual thing but Phil didn't want that of course.

It went silent for a few seconds and I stood, stretching and closing my laptop. This was a bit awkward which was new because things never went awkward between us.

"I'll, uh, be going to my room then." Phil look at his as he spoke then started slowly walking away and before I knew it, I was grabbing his arm.

"Phil." I had pulled him back towards me and being Phil, he stumbled and tripped, falling onto me.

I wasn't very stable either and I fell, Phil landing right on top of me and we were now face-to-face.

He blushed which made me blush as well and when I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of his, I felt my stomach fill up with butterflies.

I was so lost in his ocean blue eyes that I didn't notice one of our phones were going off.

Phil seemed to have noticed though, because he got up and sat down on the floor, checking his phone.

"It's Chris." Phil informed me. "He's having a party to celebrate something. Want to go?"

"Yeah, of course." I nodded even though I was a bit mad at Chris for texting Phil at the wrong time.

Phil stood. "I'll be in my room, we'll leave in a few hours, I guess." and with that, he walked away and left me laying on the floor.

I covered my face and groaned. I was falling hard for Phil and there was no point in lying to myself anymore.

***

We arrived at Chris' flat later that day and he greeted us as we helped ourselves with drinks and soon Chris was lost in the crowd as well as Phil.

I was usually the one who would go ahead and drink, have fun and all but I had a lot on my mind at the moment and I just couldn't let myself have fun.

What would have happened if Chris hadn't texted Phil and we had stayed like that? Would something happen? I doubted it. Why would anything happen? How?

I took a sip of my drink and started talking around and talking to others, trying to forget about Phil and what had happened earlier.

"You alright?" Chris asked me about two hours later, breaking my train of thoughts about Phil.

"Wha- oh, yeah, I'm fine." Lies.

"Dan, what is it?" Chris knew him too well.

"I... I need to use the toilet." I made up an excuse and walked away from Chris, pushing past people and trying to get to a room to just be alone. I didn't drink much and I was still pretty sober but I wish I had, maybe it would have helped me forget.

"Dan!"

I stopped just as I always about to walk into a room. It was Phil.

"Yeah?" I turned to look at him and immediately knew he was drunk.

"Daannnnn, I love youuuuu!" He giggled, pulling me into a hug which surprised me. God, he was adorable.

I remembered my aunt once saying "drunken words are true words" and I suddenly wondered if she was right.

"Dan?" Phil pulled away from the hug and looked into my eyes.

"Phil, you're drunk, come on." I grabbed his wrist. "Let's go."

"Nooo." he whined, pulling me back and his arms were suddenly around my neck and we were face-to-face again.

"Phil..." I felt my face grow hot. What was he doing? He was drunk, he obviously doesn't know what he's doing. We needed to leave. Why wasn't he letting me go? He was leaning in, why is he-

-and suddenly, his lips were on mine and I was lost.

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A/N: ok soo here the first real chapter I guess! Sorry it was pretty boring, this is how the whole thing stars tough so it's kinda necessary. I'm writing this at 2AM so that can also be an excuse as to why this sucks haha

ok byyeeee cx