LISA'S POV
"Hello, Lisa. It's sure been a while" My therapist smiled
"It's been nearly 4 months, since the last time I saw you"
"Yes it was, so how are you feeling?" She asked putting her glasses on
So she wears glasses now
"I just got out of the hospital on Friday"
She looked through the papers on her clipboard. "So I've heard. Your parents told me about your incident. I'm glad to see you're doing fine" she smiled
"I'm not since I'm back here"
"Well from what your parents and doctor have told me, they said that you lost some of your memories and ended up going back to your old state, but not fully," Mrs. Park said studying me and writing down things in her notebook
So I'm not fully emotionless? How can she tell?
"Would you like to talk about it?" she asked
"Not really, I hate thinking about things that cause me problems"
"I'm aware of that, but I feel like if you try talking about your issues, you might end up triggering memories you may have lost"
I started feeling irritated at this point, everyone's just so nosy
"As your therapist and a friend, I think you should just try opening up a little bit. It will help ease any tension you're bottling up" she said while looking at me with her hands crossed in her lap
I just sat there staring at her not saying anything
How will that help if I don't remember certain things?
"It was nice talking to you, but I'm gonna go"
Instead of trying to convince me to stay like she always does, she just sat there and sighed. "I understand, I'll be looking forward to our next session next week and hopefully you'll try opening up to me more" I ignored her and left the room
Does she think I'll open up? I don't see why I don't have anything hiding inside
"Are you sure you're ready to go back to school?" My mom asked
"Yeah, so if you don't mind, I'll see you later"
She sighed in defeat. "Okay, we'll have a good day then...I love you"
Love?
"Love you too" I shut the door, walked down the porch steps to my car, and got in. It's good to be driving again. I dug in my pockets for my car keys but remembered they were stolen
I guess I'm walking
After 15 minutes of painfully walking to the school, I found the nearest bench to sit down and rest. These stitches are such a pain
"Hey, the weirdo's back!" A guy announced. I looked up and saw it was Steven. He slid onto the bench next to me patting my back hard. I flinched in pain, which he noticed
"Does that hurt?" He asked to smirk
I got up and stood away from him. "Don't you have a girlfriend to entertain you or something?"
"I don't know what you're talking about"
He got up. "Don't you remember, I made you, pretty much dump Jennie, and told you to tell her to date me?" I shook my head
I noticed him getting irritated. "You should. I mean because of you she dumped me for you" I shook my head again still not knowing what he was talking about
He ran his hand through his hair and then looked me in the eyes. "You don't remember do you?"
Is he an idiot?
"No, I don't. Now can you leave me alone?"
His face formed a smile. "That's great!" He mumbled quietly to himself, but I heard it
"What?"
He looked up at me and just smiled. "Nothing, we'll see you around weirdo. Now if you don't mind, I need to wash my hands" he walked past me, shoulder checking me, making me stumble backward
"Gotcha again!" I already know who it is
"You can let go now, Jennie" she steadied me and let me go
"I'm just trying to help my wif-I mean, umm never mind" she laughs nervously
What was she going to say?
"So why was Steven talking to you?" I looked back to where Steven was and looked back at Jennie
"If you must know he just said something about you and him dating, but you broke up with him for me, but he's just glad I didn't remember any of that"
Jennie blushed then looked at me confused. "Why would he be glad about your memory loss?"
"I don't know and don't care. Now I need to head to class" Jennie just stood there thinking, so I decided to head to my class but bumped into people on my way there. I blame this eye patch
"Here let me help you"
"I don't need-"
But was cut off when I felt two arms sweeping me up off my feet
Am I being carried?
"Why are you doing this?"
"Because I care about you a lot" she winked and looked me in the eyes. "Because I love you"
Does she love me? Wait what's love again?
"Oooh get you one, Jennie" A guy blurted out while watching her carry me. Everyone else turned and looked at us whistling, but she ignored them, still looking at me lovely in the eyes, but I looked away feeling uncomfortable
"You can put me down here," I said as we were now in front of my classroom
She put me down and smiled. "I'll see you later, Lisayah" then on impulse, she kissed me on the cheek. Her eyes widened like she realized something. "I shouldn't have done that. I forgot you're still with Chaeng"
I kinda forgot about her. Ooopss
"It's okay I won't tell her" I sighed as I opened the classroom door to walk-in
She smiled. "Thanks, I'll see you at lunch!" I walked into the class shut the door behind me and made my way to my seat
I sat down and held my cheek. Her kiss feels familiar. Has she done something like this before?
I shrugged it off like I always do with everything else. Why do I care? Anyways would it offend Chaeyoung if I think Jennie's kiss feels better on my cheek than hers? Surely not
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Emotionless
Fanfiction(story adaptation) I was only 7 when I met her, but we had an instant connection. We were inseparable. She was always happy around me, but on the other hand, it was a completely different story. I suffered a disorder that caused me to have no emotio...
