This is Based on the song "I can't handle change" I have been listening to for a while. I was sick. . .but I'm back now!
I recommend listening to this song while reading, you don't have to but I just want you guys to feel the story a bit better.
"Ranboo we both know this isnt working out. "
"Wha. .? What are you implying?"
Silence was all that was said. Ranboo got his answer ,Ranboo knew that this marriage wasn't gonna work out from the start but he tried, he really tried but in the end it was broken up from the lack of him being there.
"Tubbo. .please don't leave me."
Tubbo moves closer,his hand touching Ranboos cheek removing the pounds of makeup covering his tear scars . ."Ranboo we both know. ." "Know what?"ranboo quickly responds with a quiver in his voice
Before tubbo can respond ranboo takes his waist and embraces it into a hug. Ranboo knows this is probably one of the last times he might be able to feel tubbo's warmth in his grasp. The smell of honey coming from his light brown hair. The way his horns poke at his cheek from him being that short. He'll surely miss this.
He looks over at his broken horn seeing the same golden ring carved with his initials. The same ring he had spent hours forging for the special occasion.
Where did he go wrong. .did tubbo not like him anymore?
Did he get bored? Is it because I'm never there? Or maybe it's because I'm not a good father?
"Bee. .I'm sorry. .I'm so so sorry"
"Boo i don't want to put you through all this anymore. .I rushed things. .i wanted to have a son to give what my father couldn't give to me. . but it seems you barely even knew me when we got married"
"I can make this work. .please tubbo"
"Boo you're not listening to me. .Your metal health took a massive toll ever since we got married and i c-can't shake the fact that i may have caused this"
Ranboo looks down at tubbo. He sees something that breaks his heart. .tubbo holding his tears back from the impact of this statement.
"Boo i feel like whatever i do the try to make you h-happy doesn't work"
"I can't help but feel like it's my fault. .boo before we ever got married you were so cheerful now you're just tired all the time. .I want to make you happy but I can't. ."
"I want to make you laugh!I want to make you smile again.I want to be a good husband. .but i think you''ll be better off without me"
Ranboo wants to scream, scream at tubbo for even thinking such things but at last. .Nothing, nothing was said or done. .Everything froze
Was ranboo even happy?
He has to be right?
Was his Mental health crippling because of this relationship?
He doesn't even know himself. .he doesn't even know the last he had smiled. . . .A genuine smile. .A real smile
The answer was no
No, he hasn't smiled
No, he wasn't happy in this relationship
No, He's not happy.
So why does he feel like he has to stay. .oh right. .
. .Tubbo was the reason
He remembers the time when he asked him to marry him. .He thought he was joking. In fact he laughed a bit until he realized tubbo was completely serious.
Tubbo was right; he barely even knew him. .
(Sorry i was gone i was sick and i could barely even move :/ but now im back and well!)
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