Tubbo Angst And Fluff ♡♡ (Oneshots)

Me and My Husband 🚬

Tw
-Intrusive thoughts
-Self hatred
(If you are sensitive to these topics id asvise you with caution )

Tubbo pov

As i stood layed down in my bed wondering where ranboo was. .thoughts were already racing to my head such as "he probably left you already i mean look at yourself."I lifted up my hand to touch my scar .Tracing the marks and burned skin."who would want you,look at that scar no wonder tommy almost hurled when he saw you the first time"

My most inner thoughts were pointing out my insecurities.The same insecurities i spent months to accept it.The same insecurities i cried for the ones were i refused to go out for days fearing that somebody else may point them out but its turn out that my own thoughts were the ones pointing them out.I didnt even realize that i was crying until i saw my tear stained shirt."how pathetic"

I was sobbing into my own shirt. Pretending that some one actually cared but in reality nobody cared not even ranboo,tommy and not even my own mind.I was trapped in my own thoughts.

I felt as people only needed me for affection.Someone they can trsut.Someone that can tell them that they were doing great. .A Supporter an Empath. . .a yes man.

Yes man,the same words that Jshlatt would describe me.A nobody he would constantly tell me that i was a nobody but a yes man.Everytime he told me these things i wanted to yell , shout that i was more than just a yes man but i never did cause deep inside of me i knew he was right.People would deem me as A Sidekick. Heck even tommy had adressed me as his sidekick.

Jslatt and even Tommy had always and will always see me as a yes man and i bet even ranboo. It was only a matter of time.Until he divorces me and takes micheal away from me . . .than ill trully be alone with just me myself and i.

Just me right?

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===Note===
Thank you for reading i mostly do these for fun but im glad to see other people enjoying them :]
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