Serendipity

Chapter 36:- Missing 💕

Sidharth was standing in his balcony inhaling the fresh air while his mind was still occupied with many thoughts.It has been two days since he had shifted here.He thought that by going somewhere else his mind will finally find the peace he needs but till now he hasn't got it.

He has not got any panic attacks till now but still there in his heart ,the pain is there probably hidden.And it's good for him only as now he is able to think something else.

He has not yet joined office as he needs some more time to get into his work mode though Sameer calls him to ask him about the necessary things.

Another thing is troubling him but he doesn't want to think about it.It's Shehnaaz. He didn't knew when he started caring about this girl who has entered his life two weeks ago.He want to know how she is and also want to talk to her but he can't.

He thinks that if he talks with her,he will unnecessarily drag her in this.It's his problem, his loss,his pain not hers.But isn't friends there to share the pain?To help another friend heal and overcome their pain?But Sidharth forgot to realize this.

Coping,such an ambiguous word.Was coping being alive but no longer living?because if that was what it was,then yes,he was coping.

Another thing was haunting him.How will he tell Sidhansh?How he will tell that his mom died?

Sidharth rubbed his forehead to calm him because he knew he had to do it.

Sid:You can do it Sidharth

Sidhansh was lying on his bed and blankly staring at the ceiling. So many things changed in his life just in a snap of fingers.He was still wandering about the day when he had went with Shehnaaz to the fair.Man,he enjoyed so much that day.

He couldn't believe that these things really happen when people say that happiness is not forever and things change in just a blink of an eye.He turned around and looked at the picture in his phone which Shehnaaz had forwarded to him .It was a photo of him making pancakes.He didn't knew that one day he would be in love with such a kiddish word kiddo that his heart would yearn to hear it.

He chuckled sadly and caressed that photo.Ofcourse he can call her now but something was stopping him from within.Will she still love him like she did before?Will she be angry with him?Will she leave him like his.....

Indeed,he was sad,devastated, he was broken in pieces.Many pieces were missing from his heart and soul which he is unable to gather.

Sidhansh sighed and shut his mind.These were the thoughts that were troubling him.He closed his eyes for a moment to calm himself but he was disturbed by a phonecall .

Sidhansh:hello

Tarun:hey buddy, how are you?

He was broken,sad ,devastated and depressed.

Sidhansh:I'm okay ,how are you?

Tarun:I'm good ,just wanted to tell you that couch wanted to see you

Sidhansh:but I think that my dad had already asked for my leave from the school

Tarun:I know but you know na how couch is,you didn't informed him and now he is hell angry....he literally shouts on everyone nowadays

Sidhansh:I'm sorry Tarun,it's because of m-

Tarun:Shut up Sid,it's not your fault....our couch is an angry bird and there's nothing to do with you about this....I just wanna say if possible come in the evening for the pratice and maybe some miracle can happen then and cool our angry bird couch(chuckling)

Sidhansh:ohh okay ,I will try

Tarun:finally we will get relief,thanks buddy...bye

Sidhansh:bye