Chapter 35:- Old memories /Panic attacks🤎

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Sidharth picked up his bag and moved towards his house.He unlocks the door and enters the house.

Jay:main bags leke aata hu

Mahi:hmm

Jay turned and went outside to bring their respective bags.Jay and Mahi had decided to stay with Sidharth for one day .Sidharth looked around his house and it felt so different as if.

Something was missing.

His gaze fell on every object in the house and that provoked him to remember a lot of memories .Memories of happy family. Memories of Ruhi and their happy life.

Sidharth was not understanding what was happening ,he was so lost in those thoughts until Mahi kept a hand on his shoulder.

Mahi:Sidharth

Sid:ha

Mahi:do you need anything?

Sid:no

Mahi:atleast have coffee or juice,it will cool your mind ,please

Sid:okay

Mahi:Sidhansh I am going to make some sandwiches for you,is it okay?

Sidhansh:yes chachi

Mahi went to the kitchen to make something for them.Sidharth rubbed his forehead not knowing what's happening with him.He is feeling so empty and lonely.He just wanted to keep his head on his mom's lap but that also he can't do.

Sid:Sidhansh

Sishansh:yes dad

Sid:go to your room and freshen up,it was a long journey take some rest

Sidhansh wanted to stay with his dad and tell him that he is with him and always is.He can share his emotions, feelings and worries with him ,maybe he will not understand everything but he can provide the emotional support that Sidharth needed now.But he was not able to bring those words to his mouth and just nodded.

Sidhansh:okay dad

Sidharth smiled at his boy and patted his back.Sidhansh also left to his room leaving Sidharth alone in the living room.

Sidharth stood up from the couch and started pacing in the living room.He intensely looked at every object in the room.Now everything was reminding him of her.The shelves,the wall ,the couch ,the table ,everything. He could hear her giggles and the talks they had in the house.

Ruhi:Sidharth wall pe hum blue colour karvaenge ,okay?

Sid:but baby,tumhe toh violet pasand haina

Ruhi:kisne kaha mujhe toh blue pasand hai,sky blue....aur wo colour wall pe bohot acha lagega

Sid:okay boss jesa aap kahe

Sidharth said saluting her while Ruhi giggled seeing him.

Sidharth touched the table lying in living room. It was decided by her.

Sid:Ruhi ye table yaha rakhege

Ruhi:no,ye wala nahi wo wala

Pointing towards a black table which was kept at the corner of the room.

Sid:no

Ruhi:yes

Sid:no

Ruhi:yes

Sid:no

Ruhi:no

Sid:yes

Ruhi:yayyy,main jeet gayi

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