Chapter 68:- The Aftermath pain💔

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Numb.

The one feeling that Sidharth was feeling right now as he sat on his bed.Tears rolled down his cheeks but he was not bothered to wipe them.He was constantly looking at the picture in his hand .The most beautiful picture of his life.

The picture when Samaira was born and he and Ruhi had held her tiny cute fingers and clicked the pictures

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The picture when Samaira was born and he and Ruhi had held her tiny cute fingers and clicked the pictures.The same fingers which he had held and taught her how to walk ,the same fingers which he had promised to never leave but he did.And now he was regretting it bad.

Tooti charpaai wohi
Thandi purvaai rasta dekhe
Doodh ki malai wohi
Mitti ki suarahi rasta dekhe

All those years when actually had time to go and bring her back to her home but he was scared that then she would also had to live a life like Sidhansh. He thought she was happy there though far away from him but atleast she was happy .How wrong he was.

Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Na dhoop chune na Chaanv
Kaisi teri khudgarzi
Kisi thor thike na paav

Even he didn't went to see her for the last time because he can't, he can't see the pain that he caused her which was taking her away from him .He knew the decision would cause him pain and only pain but still he let Samaira decide.He can't see her going away from him again.But his mind was atleast a bit happy this time thinking that it was her decision. But how will be calm his heart .

Baan liya apna paigambar
Tar liya tu saat samandar
Phir bhi sukha maan ke aandar
Kyun reh gaya........

His heart which was still yearning for her,yearning to hear her voice,to see her beautiful face,to hear dad from her mouth.His heart which was continously crying because it failed to protect her,failed to bring her back ,failed from keeping those salty water called tears away from her eyes.His heart was still in denial that she actually left him.

Maan maan ki sunta jaye
Sunta nahi maan walon ki
Maan ki maan mein banaye
Duniya ye ek khayaalon ki

But I deserved it......I deserved it

His mind shouted at him and he just nodded and tears flowed out from his eyes.He wished he could do something but he can't, he was hopeless and helpless.

Sid:Why God,Why?
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Paas koi aave
Dur koi jaave
Hota hai kyun ye
Koi samjaave

Shehnaaz was sitting on the couch and thinking about Samaira. She was like that fresh,cold,gentle wind that calmed and cooled a body that was tired from this hectic world,the wind that brought a smile on the person's face .That provided sukoon to the heart but when that wind passed.The emptiness, the loneliness, the loss of calm that the person experienced after that.She was like that wind indeed.

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