Chapter 6--- haunted past

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Dedicated to@ PortiaAgbeku2

Hazel's POV

Mr. And Mrs. Cain, Jayden and Hagel's parents, didn't come as said. So Beth dragged me for a shopping spree and she filled me in on child birth and all that stuff.

We paid visit mom and Dad's grave and I just couldn't help but cry.

How easy it is to lose a loved one.

Then we went to the hospital where I was and you should have seen 'ran away' nurse's face!

It was hilarious!

The doctor wasn't pleased with me but I pleaded.
Finally, he let me go after Beth promised that she would asign a special doctor to me.I was tired when we reached the mansion.

I sneaked out to go look for Hagel but he wasn't around. I waited an hour but still he didn't come.
I left for the main house, took a shower and played with Abel till diner time.

" Hey " Jayden said behind me as I packed away Abel's toys
I turned to him.

An emotion tugging at my heart at the sight of him.

He was mine and I lost him,just like that.

He looked different now, more responsible and calm.
But that hint of a bad boy still hovered. Lingered
I could feel it.

" Hey " I said, brushing a stranded hair from my face
" I'm happy you're back " he says, hands in his pocket.
I think he just closed from Work.

Abel's nanny is bathing him so I'm left alone with Jaden in Abel's room.

" yeah, I'm glad I'm back too " I say with a smile. He chuckled.

Paused

We stare at each other and oddly, my heart doesn't flip like it would have five years ago if we just even so much as glance at each other.

Somehow, that chemistry is... gone.

I find him attractive yes, as always. But I'm no more attracted to him.
Oh believe me, I damn remember how madly in love I was with Jaden... or maybe it wasn't love.

Maybe it was that strong sameness of taste that pulled me. We were both reckless, wild and lived like tomorrow wouldn't come.

But now, it's just gone.
Gone with the winds...

I'm willing my heart to flutter even a bit but it doesn't.
But I know that behind that suit and expensive clothing, lies a very wild Jaden. Damn I miss him... no, I miss what we had.

" I missed you Fire, alot " okay maybe my heart just flipped a bit at that.

Fire.

He always called me FIRE.
And gosh! I miss it.
Maybe I still want him back, maybe I'm denying it because now he's with my Sister, maybe I can have him and....

No Hazel! Geez you never changed

" sure " I say with a smile that is pulling my heart. What I want to say is YES I FUCKEN MISS YOU TOO but I can't.

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