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Chapter 17--- Bethany

Dedicated to @ abenafriyie

Bethany's POV

I smile inwardly as I stare at  Hazel.

The bitch's got feelings for Hagel.
Holy crap.
I knew it!.

It's good, it's all good.

How the hell did she even wake up?!.
God!!.

She's back to steal my spotlight Again!

Darn her!.

She's your sister bitch... why you hate her so much?.

I don't hate her.
I just want her out of my way.

From our very childhood, everybody preferred Hazel over me!.
All my friends I had in grade school up to senior high all befriended me because they thought I "had a really cool sister!".

My entire life, I've lived in the shadows of Hazel even though I'm the oldest.
Everyone wanted HER!.

Why never me?
What's so wrong with me?.
She was even the favorite kid of our parents!. I never got to be chosen.
Always... always Hazel.

Hazel this, Hazel that.

Bloody fucker!

Then in college, she'd once visited my hostel.
I remember vividly that for the first time ever, the popular guy in school noticed me, liked me back.

And that very day, he'd asked me out.

Then Hazel appeared in my hostel uninvited, met Aaron and I on our way out for our first date.
But as soon as Aaron set his eyes on her, he was enchanted.... Just like bloody everyone!

The bastard had the fucken guts to tell me that he was interested in my sister!
My Sister!!.

So what that I was the calm one and Hazel the wild one?
So what if she's daring and all, and I prefer to be reserved?.

I'm pretty as she is or even more, yet, I'm never the chosen one.
I'm fucken blonde and she's a red hair
.... Isn't blonde more pretty?

I have baby blue eyes and her eyes are just hazel! Greenish-brown, what's so appealing about that?

And then Jaden came along.
Yeah.... I knew I'd have him no matter what.

I met him first!
He freaking doesn't even remember!
In my last year of college, I joined the girls out to the club.

It was a wild night.
I just wanted to feel....to feel everything I've never had the balls to try

Bish , you don't have balls.

Put on a hot skimpy dress, high heels a hot make up, I was hot as hell.
I got drunk, danced wildly, drunk  more.
Danced some more.

Then just when I thought I'd pass out, I saw him.
Him.

Sitting and laughing freely with a bunch of guys.
It's like my whole world stopped.
My mouth dropped open as I stared at him, I couldn't stop looking at him.

He was a god.
My god.

He didn't even notice me.
But I noticed him.
I always notice him.
A couple of weeks later of stalking him, mustering up courage to approach him,.... The bitch comes into the perfect picture again!

Fuucccckkkk!!

She just couldn't stop stealing MY Happiness!.

I laid low, stayed in the dark and watched her have what was solely mine.