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Chapter 11---- Jayden

Dedicated to @Ssxixnn

JAYDEN'S POV

   
I remember vividly the first day I saw Bethany. Hazel and I were just a month into our relationship. Hazel's parents  didn't really like me... not that I cared.

They said I was bad for Hazel, that I'm trouble. But Hazel didn't really care either what they said about me, what everyone said about me.

I loved Hazel and I still do. That kind of love we had will never fades.

It was stupid going after Beth and I'll always regret it but I think Beth has been helpful. She's helped me set out all my plans.

The first day I saw Bethany, I was picking Hazel up for dinner. Her parents didn't want me inside their house, so I packed outside, some distance away as I waited for her to come out.
She was keeping long in coming. I waited patiently, then I saw thier front door open and then Bethany stepped out.

Her eyes were scanning about as if looking for someone... me.
She was looking for me.

When her eyes met mine, she looked so fragile and innocent, the complete opposite of Hazel. She looked lost and then her eyes lit up when they settled on mine. A feeling tagged at my heart. It wasn't love, it was infatuation. I never loved Beth and I don't think I can love her ever.

But then what pushed me to chase after her was how she'd looked at me like she's lost and I'm her solace.

And I was eager to see how it'll feel to have someone like that...sober, innocent, tamed.

Beth had walked to me and told me that Hazel can't make it because her parents won't allow her out.

I was hurt and then suddenly Beth had offered to go to the dinner with me if it was okay. She looked hopeful and I didn't want to crash it so I said yes. That's how it all started.

I loved Hazel and I couldn't let her go, I'd NEVER let her go because she's Mine.

She has always been mine. On the other hand, Beth was a fantasy. I had wanted to end things with her after we'd slept together for the first time; that was four months into Hazel and I's relationship.

But then I was afraid to break her, I was afraid Hazel will find out and hate me. So I played along. In the fifth month into our relationship, Hazel begun to suspect. So Beth and I had to do something.

At that time I was working for the street Lord and his son had shown interest in Beth. He'dasked if I was playing the two sisters.

I'd denied vehemently and said that it was ridiculous. So he asked me to link him with Beth. Hakeem was his name and he was dangerous. But I couldn't risk losing Hazel, I couldn't lose my FIRE.

My fire.

Hazel and I are so much alike. We understand each other. Where as Beth is submissive and doesn't question me, Hazel questions me, dares me and she makes me go crazy for her
She was SPITFIRE and Bethany is Water.

Water can't control me like how FIRE does. But it was too late to back out. So I convinced Beth to date Hakeem and then Hazel stopped suspecting.

I even lied to her about who Hakeem was. But Beth knew the truth and she agreed to it.

Everything was perfect. Fine. I had it all controlled... or so I thought. But then that night at the club, that night.

I'd gone clubbing with Hazel and I didn't know Beth and Hakeem came too. It was a big night.

Hazel had gone into the ladies room, I was sitting alone in a corner. That's when I spotted Beth.
She looked pissed and started complaining about how she didn't love Hakeem and that I'm the only one she loved.