Bloody Desires

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CAIN'S POV

i've been drinking my stress away

i know she hates alcoholics but i can't help it

she has been in a coma for 3 weeks and i've been pushing back tears for her family

her brothers lost their "funny" attitudes and her dad has been yelling and getting aggravated easily

hey, i'll stay strong, but if i don't make it just know i've started to have feelings for you

those words rung in my ears and pierced my heart

feelings

i've always been afraid of that word, but not as afraid as 'love'

love is punishment

when you love a person you go psycho for that person

your mind goes soft on you

your intentions become less brutal

i've never been in love

i've never even said 'i love you'

what i just described i am feeling

how could i love her we don't even know each other's favorite color

i don't have one, i feel all the colors have their own ugly concept behind their pretty facade

but still

we just moved in together

we are meant to be enemies cain

i wanted to get her pregnant so i had permission to see her because of the baby just so i could murder her in front of the people she loves

i'm glad she isn't pregnant

that was the stupidest plan ever

the nurse came to talk to me on the couch

"we did a nerve test on her and it seems to be that she is doing much better, her wound is healing perfectly and she has no infections. All we have to do is wait for her to wake up" she was about to pat me on the back but quickly pulled her hand away and left

i got up to check on her

i opened her room door to the same thing

her lying unconscious with IVs in her arm

i sighed and sat on the bed

"i heard people in a coma can hear what you are saying, but even if you aren't i want to talk to you.  That night you confessed your feelings to me i wanted to say it back but i couldn't i'm afraid of love bellissima i'm afraid of feelings"

"i just want you to wake up, i miss teasing you and holding your hand"

i looked at my hands for a while in the quiet room

"i was stupid not to say it back in the moment"
i whispered making my way to leave the room

MIA's POV

he is being vulnerable again

i honestly feel for him

he does this 10 times a day

i wish i could just hug him but my limbs want to stay stuck

ugh

i started feeling circulation running to my hands get and legs

oh so you can't kill a bad bitch?

i mentally smirk

is this shit hole over?

i tested it by moving my finger

IT FUCKING MOVED BITCH

imma play sleep though

i like vulnerable cain

"i was stupid not to say it back in the moment"

i heard footsteps so i opened my eyes

whoa felt weird to see color again

"so say it now" i smiled and he turned around tears filled in his eyes

he ran to me and immediately hugged me

he was squeezing the fuck out of me

"don't you ever fucking leave me like that again" he held on tight to me

it was our first actual hug with meaning

tears squeezed out of my eyes, i was happy

and he had feelings for me too

"may i?" he said touching my chin

giving me deja vu

i nodded just like the first time

he didn't hesitate to connect his lips to mine

our mouths moved in sync as we kissed passionately like it was our last

A/N

is their love story moving too fast? 🧐

love you and thank you so freaking much for 80 reads i'm so thankful for everyone who reads and votes for my book

edit: apologizing for the short break i am taking. I am preparing for a trip thus i will write like crazy in the car on Thursday and post more chapters for you all

until next time my loves😚