Bloody Desires

LXXXVII

i woke up way before cain

and the sunrise

because of bunny

bunny is code name for our baby

it'll catch on

hopefully

i silently ate my saltines, staring at the beach through the giant window

i sucked in my bottom lip, seeing the giant dent in the sand that we left yesterday night

i widened my eyes, heading back to the room

i kneeled on the bed, hovering beside his unconscious being

imagine i was still his enemy and just-

is this baby giving me intrusive thoughts?

i furrowed my brows, rubbing the back of my neck

"i'm so bored." i huffed, straddling his body

leaning down to hug his back

i repeatedly kissed his cheek, attempting to wake him up

he moved around, groaning and mumbling incoherent phrases 

i sighed, defeated

i looked over at my suitcase

or not

i jumped off of him, opening my bag

aggressively rummaging through it

"where are you" i mumbled, looking under clothes

i pulled out a pack of washable markers, climbing back on the bed

"don't wanna wake up still?" i asked him

which of course was no use

due to the deep sleep he was in

i opened the curtains, so the sunrise beamed through the window

i analyzed his tattoo sleeve, silently coloring it in

his tattoos are really creative

how did i never find time to analyze them

••

i finished coloring in his tattoos, and he still hasn't woken up

i reached into his bag, pulling out a pistol

of course he had to pack an extra one

i rolled my eyes

i emptied the chamber, tossing the bullets aside

"you don't want to propose, hm?" i interrogated a door

pretending it was cain

yea, not the best idea

i aimed the gun at the door, swearing at it

"do you not love me?" i mumbled, still holding the gun at it

"i do"

i jumped, quickly turning around

hiding the pistol behind my back

i awkwardly exhaled, biting my lip

his head was poking out of the blankets, his hair messily spread on the pillow

and looking at me

he looked at the gun, then back up at me

he didn't say anything, but i caught the memo

i nodded my head, quickly walking to his bag

placing the gun back inside

i sat back on my side of the bed, sighing

"i was bored, and you wanted to fucking hibernate." i mumbled, frustrated

"watch your mouth." he groaned, avoiding the sunlight

his voice deeper than before

he reached for my arm, pulling me down into his arms

"no, i don't wann-"

"shh, my baby is trying to sleep" he layed on my chest, rubbing my stomach

"good morning" he kissed my stomach

jealous, but whatever

but he paused, sitting up

looking at his arm with widened eyes

"mia, what the-"

i covered his mouth

and he looked even better with my hand there

mia stop it

"can i dominate you?"

wait what?

that came out of no where

his eyes widened

and i ran out the room

i didn't want to know what he was thinking or about to say

"why the fuck did i say that?" i locked myself in the bathroom stretching the shirt in response to the immense amounts of cringe i was feeling

first the door, now this

"disappear, disappear, disap-"

i heard knocks on the door, and i slid away from it

"vomiting" i yelled, making gagging noises to make him go away

"mia" he tapped on the door

and i didn't respond

i just closed my eyes, and wished for him to go away

"mia"

nope.

"bellissima" he whined, slowly knocking on the door

i got up off the floor, slowly opening the bathroom door

"yea?"

he gently slid the door open, closing it behind him

taking off his shirt

he backed me into the cold bathroom wall

leaning his face over mine, with a dim smile planted across his face

he reached behind me, turning on the shower water

"somebody decided to use me as a coloring book" he chuckled, handing me a loofa

wait what

A/N
y'all. this next chapter. imma need something to hold on to.

their instagrams are a work in progress..

Until Next Time My Loves🤍🥰